I don't know anymore.... I feel so... so isolated and alone all the time..... this... just.... I don't even really know what's wrong with me....
Lately, my downswings have been harder, and..... not just that, I've just all around haven't been doing well...
I have been really lonely and kinda depressed lately.... I actually don't know how exactly to explain what I am feeling... I feel whispers around my head, though there are no words or sounds, I feel that they are there... and I constantly feel like there are eyes watching me.... all the time... watching my every move, every motion, everything........ and.... idk ....
I feel like everything is just wrong and that things arnt how they are meant to be..... I just.... I don't know.....
I just... needed to get this out.... I know it isn't much and no one will actually take the time to read this.... just.... needed to vent my growing insanity a little...... sorry if I am worrying anyone.....