Looking at simple stuff like my journals and past comments/conversations makes me realize that I'm still in a learning and changing process of how I should and should not be while interacting with others on the internet. It's so weird to see how stupid and idiotic I was back even a few weeks or a month or two ago. :( I've been involved with websites such as these for about two years and I still lack the knowledge to know what really is the smart thing to say or do, instead of opting with the choice that gets a negative effect. To those who've befriended me for awhile now, I really appreciate how you continue to act so kindly to me even after things I've said or done that frankly make me look like an arse. D: I want to try and work on restraining myself from making those "...wtf is wrong with this guy" comments and analyze them before I put them forth, as well as trying to eliminate foolish behavior that only causes numerous blows to a friendship. I really can't guarantee anything, seeing as when I try to make goals for myself, I rarely follow through with them. >.> But all I want to do is to at least try. With a bit more effort, maybe I'll become a friendlier, less selfish-and-offensive-sounding-and-acting person then. :X

Tl;dr version: Going to try to make myself a little bit more like a person that doesn't come off as an annoying, selfish, "omgstoptalkingtomealreadyyouaresofreakingstupidandfulloffail! DX<" butthole.

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