for starters, happy thanksgiving.

im actually thankful for a lot.

im thankful for my parents for raising me to be the person i am: kind, caring, protective of my loved ones and even those that i dont know so well, loving, and also a person who stands her ground. im thankful for the amazing childhood they gave me too.

im thankful for my late dog Lady and the many years of happiness she gave to me. she helped me through so much.

im thankful for my current dog Phoenix and all the laughs and love hes brought to our family. hes really helped us cope with losin Lady.

im thankful for my best friends. im thankful for my best fwiend, Haley, and everything shes helped me through and continues to help me through. for giving me strength when i was weak, for giving me confidence to go for what i want. for being one of the reasons i stayed alive for so long when i just didnt want to go on. and for sticking by me even though ive been a pain in the ass. thankful for my bestie, Jen, whom ive been friends with for about 15 years. for my "brother" Jack that hasnt been in my life for near as long but it seems like weve known eachother forever. for Lurk, though weve been through hell and back but stand by eachother now, our friendship stronger than ever. for Tony, Serenity, Thanxia, Reyu, Snowfur and all my other friends i havent named.

im thankful for my mate, Torin, for being there for me and loving me even though i get overemotional. for being the missing piece of me that ive been searching for for so long. for making me smile when i was frowning. making me laugh when all i could do was cry. and for making me love when i was afraid to.

im thankful for my grandma getting better and returning to her home.

im thankful for me getting better and getting out of that dark dark place i was in for so long.

and last but most definitely not least, im thankful for all my watchers and supporters. even the silent lurkers out there.

thats what im thankful for<33