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Sad Yunnie Journal. Ish full of sads so be careful.
12 years ago
stories? rants? Random snaily news of adorable Snailies? who knows what will show up in my crazy journal of my design?
Hi everyone,
I decided to wait until the holidays were over to tell you all, but last Wednesday my grandmother passed away due to cancer. I spent all of the holiday at her house with family as we got things ready and tried to shift through decades of accumulated things. She lived to a wonderfully old age of 94 and kept her mind sharp and clear until the last handful of days when the morphine and cancer in her brain caused her to have a fuzzy outlook on the world.
I miss her so much... All the memories and days spent with her. I keep making myself cry at all times of the day thinking about her. I wish I could go back and spend even more time with her... *rubs eyes and sniffles* I'm trying to stay happy for my friends, but please excuse me if I am acting odd for a while. This is a hard and terrible loss and I am coping with it as best as I can. Everyone please spend the time you can with your family and cherish those memories, be they good or bad, because in a moment your opportunities to see your loved ones can vanish and it leaves behind a horrible empty and cold feeling when you look back on missed opportunities. I won't ever be able to go back and tell her goodbye, but I hope you all will be able to say those things to your loved ones.
See you all soon, and hopefully I will be a much more cheerful and sparkaly Yunnie.
Love, hugs, snails, and snuggles.
Yunnie~
I decided to wait until the holidays were over to tell you all, but last Wednesday my grandmother passed away due to cancer. I spent all of the holiday at her house with family as we got things ready and tried to shift through decades of accumulated things. She lived to a wonderfully old age of 94 and kept her mind sharp and clear until the last handful of days when the morphine and cancer in her brain caused her to have a fuzzy outlook on the world.
I miss her so much... All the memories and days spent with her. I keep making myself cry at all times of the day thinking about her. I wish I could go back and spend even more time with her... *rubs eyes and sniffles* I'm trying to stay happy for my friends, but please excuse me if I am acting odd for a while. This is a hard and terrible loss and I am coping with it as best as I can. Everyone please spend the time you can with your family and cherish those memories, be they good or bad, because in a moment your opportunities to see your loved ones can vanish and it leaves behind a horrible empty and cold feeling when you look back on missed opportunities. I won't ever be able to go back and tell her goodbye, but I hope you all will be able to say those things to your loved ones.
See you all soon, and hopefully I will be a much more cheerful and sparkaly Yunnie.
Love, hugs, snails, and snuggles.
Yunnie~
I wish you all the best,recover fast and be happy again!
I know, my words would sound cinic, but you shouldn't surrow about you grandmother for too long, don't keep her spirit unrested, let her go to the next spin of life cicle. (yes, i do belive in that)
Think of how good she'll feel in a young body with whole new life to discover! ;3
Be good and don't cry too much, sweets..