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12 years ago
MAN IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE ONE OF THESE
since my first day in fact
ANYWAY
Yeah it's been a while since I even designed anything, really not been feeling it for months and the whole no jobs 4 u thing is a sad place to be right now, especially when the people who supposedly help you yell at you, and I quote, "you're never going to get a job you want so stop trying"
Thanks job centre
Turns out it's just my local anyway because I got a call from the Liverpool one who manage ours and the first thing they said is "you shouldn't be forced to do jobs you don't want to do - you have a choice here" and the second thing was they put my details through to an apprenticeship within the same call so clearly it's just the locals being complete and utter arsewipes
The other thing is I don't have a camera and my new phone has the battery life of a Duracell AA trying to run the LHC, so I haven't got that many pics either
The OTHER other thing is I'm mulling over is uploading pics of Alexis so I have a portfolio of my char, which could help people understand who Alexis is, so opinions on that could be nice pleaseandthankyou
But uh yeah, I'm NOT depressed since I still have an interest in the vidyas and movies, but I really don't have the drive or motivation to do most things productive as my creative juices are basically being sapped away by the arseholes in charge of the St Helens job centre
IT'LL GET BETTER SOON but until it does have a big hiatus of sorts
since my first day in fact
ANYWAY
Yeah it's been a while since I even designed anything, really not been feeling it for months and the whole no jobs 4 u thing is a sad place to be right now, especially when the people who supposedly help you yell at you, and I quote, "you're never going to get a job you want so stop trying"
Thanks job centre
Turns out it's just my local anyway because I got a call from the Liverpool one who manage ours and the first thing they said is "you shouldn't be forced to do jobs you don't want to do - you have a choice here" and the second thing was they put my details through to an apprenticeship within the same call so clearly it's just the locals being complete and utter arsewipes
The other thing is I don't have a camera and my new phone has the battery life of a Duracell AA trying to run the LHC, so I haven't got that many pics either
The OTHER other thing is I'm mulling over is uploading pics of Alexis so I have a portfolio of my char, which could help people understand who Alexis is, so opinions on that could be nice pleaseandthankyou
But uh yeah, I'm NOT depressed since I still have an interest in the vidyas and movies, but I really don't have the drive or motivation to do most things productive as my creative juices are basically being sapped away by the arseholes in charge of the St Helens job centre
IT'LL GET BETTER SOON but until it does have a big hiatus of sorts
Hope things go well, we are all in the same silly boat x
~Kaoru~
I know about student loan costs and all that, but having that extra bit of time? It's... not looking so bad :x