Another day of faving, another day of slow art work...
17 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
What a bummer. Here I am, going through a routine which now seems like a rut. I log onto FA, take a moment to view what was new while I was either sleep, working my second job, or working my first job, faving art that I like, love, adore, yadda yadda yadda, making comments both serious and some off the wall, and then I plug in the tablet, load the art from my flash drive, call up photoshop, and just sit there and stare at the screen!!! Now don't get me wrong, I've been productive, I've gotten the next page of the comic done, at least the piece art done. I took a moment to sketch out my next avatar, and now I sit here and ponder what to do like some lost soul.
It's not like don't have plenty to do or draw, the ideas are there, just that the soul seems weak and the flesh seems more weaker. Maybe I am somewhat part ursine and the need to hibernate has hit me, who knows. New memes pops up, or perhaps the FA id badge beckons me to do it, whatever the case, I hardly have the time to do it. (le sigh)
I don't think it is time for a break for me so I will have to tough it out and see what happens. Don't worry folks, I won't vanish into the background, not just yet. Cheers.
It's not like don't have plenty to do or draw, the ideas are there, just that the soul seems weak and the flesh seems more weaker. Maybe I am somewhat part ursine and the need to hibernate has hit me, who knows. New memes pops up, or perhaps the FA id badge beckons me to do it, whatever the case, I hardly have the time to do it. (le sigh)
I don't think it is time for a break for me so I will have to tough it out and see what happens. Don't worry folks, I won't vanish into the background, not just yet. Cheers.
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Part of it is that I think at times art becomes like work itself, a chore and so its hard to be bothered to get into it. The ideas mount up to bursting. But the fires to actually draw these creations is not there. The idea pool is vast, but you cant seem to make yourself get it done at all. I get to feel this a lot, heh if you have ever been on the PC 15 hours a day and for 4 days have done nothing at all artwork wise. In fact havent dont anythinga at all except browse half hartedly and ignore answering comments and all them other things that mount up. That feel like a chore. I feel somehwat bad Id intended to complete 4 requests yesterday and only managed the colouring on one picture. The urge to be able to do this comes and goes and is a fickle some of a bitch. But dont worry about the quantity, in the end you will get out the stuff you want to, its just a matter of getting into doing it them first moments. So that your itching to come back and carry on with what your doing. As many hours pass by that you cant seem to be able to draw the stuff, the ones where you can will come aswell.
Dont worry I dont expect you to be fading into the backround just yet. Who will we have to raep all the childhood things and pervert then with a twist of norty fun. Even if it takes you a good while. Dont worry the kitty still be here, heh and always willing for a read and her comment worth on your journals. Heh kittys have many of their own deamons, so they understand that crap that goes with this lifestyle aswell somwhat.
Anyway, it seems good that I can get this stuff off my chest rather than hold it in and get more frustrated. Thanks as always for lending an ear kitty. Cheers.
(Heh, who says cats and dogs can't get along together.)