(This doesn't apply those busy with work, college, school, and such. I understand and respect those that are busy, or not feeling well. This include those that feel sick. I understand trying to chat and such like that too or not feeling well in general. This also go for those that are not in the mood to talk and need space. I always respect that.)

That's it. I'm fucking tired of everything. Tired off all the problems RL, and online making it worse! I'm tired of being ignored, lied to, ditched, people turning on me and such. I've been dealing with this shit for months and I can't take it anymore! When I Do poke people, they are often either annoyed ,pissy and more with me. Making me wonder what I did wrong and more! When I do ask. It's often that I get. "you're ok and your fine." Yet I get the same treatment. I don't know if they're trying to hide something, keep me from being hurts or such while still getting that same treatment. I try to be honest too! I hate poking people too! I've been holding this back and have been patient and nice about it for too long. Being kind and respectful, understanding and listening when others won't apparently is not enough anymore! Bottling it up for a while. Fuck it. I'm nuking my entire fucking list now. I don't care who is on it. If you want to stay fine, if not then whatever! I'm not gonna re-add those that don't want to be with me. I'm not gonna get on my knees and fucking beg. You guys will figure do that if you decide if you want to be with me or not! I try to make time for folks, make them happy even when I'm not or when I'm not well. Fuck it...I tried, I fucking tried. Right now, it's gotten to a point where I can't even fucking look at certain fucking names without feeling angry, anxious, uncomfortable, sad, or hurt in someway! This is nothing personal to any particular one, but I can't. I can't hold it in anymore. Is this a mistake. May be, may be not. But I can't handle this. It's not like I ask for attention everyday. I'm not on everyday, and I'm not asking for money, art, and more. I don't ask for any of that stuff!

So if you want to stay/ come back, you know what to do...

If you want to re-add and don't know my skype or other messengers...note me.

*Storms off furiously glowing red*

One more thing, if you're the kind that like to be with one friend/ person for a little bit and move on to another set of friends and forsake old ones for no good reason aside and just forget about them. That also goes for those that forsake friends cause they don't have certain fucking games, SL(Second Life), and more! Don't fucking add me cause I hate that. If you don't give a fuck with what I got to say, then don't say anything to me here that will piss me off further cause I will fucking block you, remove your comment, and likely report. Don't believe me? Try it! I fucking dare you!

I'm gonna go study, draw, and cool off. I have finals next week and I can't do them when stirred up more than normal. Later...I'll be back when finals are over! Don't expect me to be online this weekend cause of finals and this shit. Cause of the same reason. If I don't take your requests immediately. It's cause I'm away cooling off and studying for finals. It's not cause I'm ignoring you, if you take it that way it's your choice. But I'm saying so you guys will understand.

Be safe everyone!

~Hypnom