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My Plans for the Future....
12 years ago
Anger and Hatred are the Tools of Destruction
So I've been thinking a lot lately, of things that have gone past, of things that are happening now, and of things that are comming in the near future.
It seems that a lot has happened since Anthrocon, although arguably nothing for the better. For those that already know I apologize if I'm stressing the same subject over and over again. This is not a cry for attention, just something I wanted to post for people to understand where I'm comming from.
August seemed to be the month where everything begain to fall apart. A potential relationship I was seeking never came to be, one of my close friends that I have known in person ever since 2008 (back when I first became a "Furry" and joined this Fandom) passed away in a tragic drowning accident, and in that same week my Mom notifies me that my Father is back in jail...again. To make matters worse a whole bunch of drama happened between me an individual I was hoping to date and that ended up a huge drama bomb so things really havent gone well.
But the storm has since passed and I am recorvering, although old wounds tend to bruise easily I suppose, especailly with recent events taking place. I mended my friendship with the person I was seeking to date, not to the point of actually considering a relationship with them because that opprotunity is long gone and honestly I dont think it was the right choice on my part. I made very bad decisions and they still effect me to where I have deep regretsm regrets I wish I could go back and fix, to prevent them from happeing...but you cant go back in time, you can only move on and hope for the better in your future, in that lies security in hope, hope of a better tomorrow.
In any event I think I have decided what I want my life's career to be (although I'm still deciding honestly). I think I am going to persue education in the automotive industry as an Auto Mechanic. May seem a bit strange, especially with my initial career goal being that of Video Game Design, but honestly I dont think that is very practicle for me as an individual.
I think it's an interesting field and a booming industry. Mechanic's can make a decent living, although it is hard work and I understand that it is, but I'm willing to take a chance at it and see where it leads me.
My one true goal is to creat my own Novel series which I continue to work on, although I sadly havent made much progress due to obvious personal reasons but in all honesty with all this spare time I have, it seems rather petty that I havent got a head start on anything as of late. I guess I can give things a try but I'm unsure as to what I want to do for my story.
In any case, things are looking up and I hope to meet my goals.
It seems that a lot has happened since Anthrocon, although arguably nothing for the better. For those that already know I apologize if I'm stressing the same subject over and over again. This is not a cry for attention, just something I wanted to post for people to understand where I'm comming from.
August seemed to be the month where everything begain to fall apart. A potential relationship I was seeking never came to be, one of my close friends that I have known in person ever since 2008 (back when I first became a "Furry" and joined this Fandom) passed away in a tragic drowning accident, and in that same week my Mom notifies me that my Father is back in jail...again. To make matters worse a whole bunch of drama happened between me an individual I was hoping to date and that ended up a huge drama bomb so things really havent gone well.
But the storm has since passed and I am recorvering, although old wounds tend to bruise easily I suppose, especailly with recent events taking place. I mended my friendship with the person I was seeking to date, not to the point of actually considering a relationship with them because that opprotunity is long gone and honestly I dont think it was the right choice on my part. I made very bad decisions and they still effect me to where I have deep regretsm regrets I wish I could go back and fix, to prevent them from happeing...but you cant go back in time, you can only move on and hope for the better in your future, in that lies security in hope, hope of a better tomorrow.
In any event I think I have decided what I want my life's career to be (although I'm still deciding honestly). I think I am going to persue education in the automotive industry as an Auto Mechanic. May seem a bit strange, especially with my initial career goal being that of Video Game Design, but honestly I dont think that is very practicle for me as an individual.
I think it's an interesting field and a booming industry. Mechanic's can make a decent living, although it is hard work and I understand that it is, but I'm willing to take a chance at it and see where it leads me.
My one true goal is to creat my own Novel series which I continue to work on, although I sadly havent made much progress due to obvious personal reasons but in all honesty with all this spare time I have, it seems rather petty that I havent got a head start on anything as of late. I guess I can give things a try but I'm unsure as to what I want to do for my story.
In any case, things are looking up and I hope to meet my goals.
RealityBurns
~realityburns
I feel you, my friend... My one true goal is also publishing a trilogy of books, but with certain things in life it's very hard to make progress. Some people just never understand how difficult it all is like you or I, unless they go through it themselves. I'm deeply sorry that so much stuff is happening in your life too. My prayers are always with you, friend, and I'll be pushing on and hoping for a better future for us both. *hugs*
Deridran Tempest
~taonas-deridran
You can always be sure of one thing, and that is the existence of mechanics will always be required. It can be a tiresome job sometimes, but it is one of those industries that always needs hard workers. It does seem like you can't always pursue the exact career you want. I kind of want to get into cabinetry and mill working, but I fear that if I make that my job, then it will eventually get boring and I'll lose interest in something that is currently just a really fun hobby. I'm kind of glad I've still got five years in the Navy to give me more time to figure out what to do with my future.
