Actually about the messenger contact thing.
12 years ago
*wobbles about and smiles at* It's a header. What did you expect some grand thing to know?
Lets be perfectly clear. I'm done trying to do stuff to please others and keep them happy so they can stay and be my friend. Honestly it's one of the main reasons why I'm getting stressed lately these months. I've had a few delete me from their contact list and honestly, I just don't fucking care anymore. I'm done trying to please every single person that contacts me. So let me bring down the rules on if you contact me and wanna be friends with me, you need to learn what to expect.
Rule 1: My A.D.D has me going from one thing to another. You people should know this by now. I've been dealing with this ever since childhood, just add hyper-activity to it when I was young. Anyway, if I drop contact due to some reason, Just ask or keep bugging me and I'll respond back when my attention finally gets taken away from my things. I'll be glad to keep talking and if I sound annoyed, don't assume that. I enjoy the distractions from life as it helps calm me down.
Rule 2: Don't get pissed at me for something that even though is probably my fault for losing contact, that I should have to hear your complaints about it. I know about it, I'm doing my damned best to fix and that should be enough. If not, then just like Penn says in one of his videos: You need, TO SHUT, THE FUCK, UP!
And finally Rule 3: Yes I am always looking for friends to meet and have fun with. Friends come and go and I have no power over that. The few that do stay with me are true pals that deal with my dumbass attention span and they are true friends. If you can't be like them, then your just a friend that can't see past my problems with continuing a conversation and I'm sure you'll toss me out as well.
Quite frankly I've been putting up with it ever since I got online and to be honest, at this point I just don't give a shit anymore. At least with me saying and doing this, I'm taking a little bit of stress off me to try and keep you all happy when I'm getting to the point I wanna cry and curl up in my corner again because of all the shit I've been having to deal with.
So I end on this note, please get in contact with me if you wanna talk and be buds. I will always welcome anyone and everyone. But if you can't deal with my problem of keeping a conversation going and ending up being silent at times, then please don't bother me. No longer do I have time for that shit.
Rule 1: My A.D.D has me going from one thing to another. You people should know this by now. I've been dealing with this ever since childhood, just add hyper-activity to it when I was young. Anyway, if I drop contact due to some reason, Just ask or keep bugging me and I'll respond back when my attention finally gets taken away from my things. I'll be glad to keep talking and if I sound annoyed, don't assume that. I enjoy the distractions from life as it helps calm me down.
Rule 2: Don't get pissed at me for something that even though is probably my fault for losing contact, that I should have to hear your complaints about it. I know about it, I'm doing my damned best to fix and that should be enough. If not, then just like Penn says in one of his videos: You need, TO SHUT, THE FUCK, UP!
And finally Rule 3: Yes I am always looking for friends to meet and have fun with. Friends come and go and I have no power over that. The few that do stay with me are true pals that deal with my dumbass attention span and they are true friends. If you can't be like them, then your just a friend that can't see past my problems with continuing a conversation and I'm sure you'll toss me out as well.
Quite frankly I've been putting up with it ever since I got online and to be honest, at this point I just don't give a shit anymore. At least with me saying and doing this, I'm taking a little bit of stress off me to try and keep you all happy when I'm getting to the point I wanna cry and curl up in my corner again because of all the shit I've been having to deal with.
So I end on this note, please get in contact with me if you wanna talk and be buds. I will always welcome anyone and everyone. But if you can't deal with my problem of keeping a conversation going and ending up being silent at times, then please don't bother me. No longer do I have time for that shit.

Talon Stormblood
~skruffyhusky
I'll talk to you if u want me too. And im srry your feeling this way