I seem to... feel discouraged now...
12 years ago
Everyone hates me, never saying what I did good, only to bring in the bad stuff i cannot do, about my responsibility, what i HAVE to do, ...I don't want to be ordered around just because i like to do the things I do... I don't have the will to even do anything right now except cry onto my pillow...
Very Depressed... Very Depressed...
About my BF's birthday tomorrow, my picture for him will take awhile, because I'm hurt... from the discouragement I'm hearing...
Very Depressed... Very Depressed...
About my BF's birthday tomorrow, my picture for him will take awhile, because I'm hurt... from the discouragement I'm hearing...
I actually not remember if i commented recently as i was trapped in deep thoughs about my own life because a somehting that happenned recently...
(as my life was never as easy as i wanted, lonely, dark, sad, afraid of everyone, afraid to be betrayed again, afraid to loss something or someone really important to me...)