Coming of the New Year.
12 years ago
So a lot of things remain the same, while a lot has changed. Not so much the world as everyone see it. We all live in a sphere of how the world around us works. All guided my emotions, some we control with great mastery an skill, other emotions we lose our self to. Everyone each year wants to make a change in their lives; lose weight, get a better job, make new friends, etc.
Despite all that greed, ego, misplaced pride, selfishness with anger, an even low self confidence always eats at the heals of most. So I challenge those to make a list of what they really want to fix about themselves in the mind and heart.
My List:
Self confidence; why do I have this issue. I lack self trust and my faith in me has waned in the last few years. I want confidence without major ego. This is a hard balance to maintain, most of what others see of me is what I think they expect to see.
My Pride; sadly my pride comes from knowing those around me are safe an cared for. Loyal is a little way of putting what I am. Yet it comes with a price, one that I tend to think I need others to define me.
Asking for Help; this is by far my weakness. Feeling that asking for help, talking about issues , will be a burden on those I care for. Something I need to work on.
That's my list for the new year.
Despite all that greed, ego, misplaced pride, selfishness with anger, an even low self confidence always eats at the heals of most. So I challenge those to make a list of what they really want to fix about themselves in the mind and heart.
My List:
Self confidence; why do I have this issue. I lack self trust and my faith in me has waned in the last few years. I want confidence without major ego. This is a hard balance to maintain, most of what others see of me is what I think they expect to see.
My Pride; sadly my pride comes from knowing those around me are safe an cared for. Loyal is a little way of putting what I am. Yet it comes with a price, one that I tend to think I need others to define me.
Asking for Help; this is by far my weakness. Feeling that asking for help, talking about issues , will be a burden on those I care for. Something I need to work on.
That's my list for the new year.
Tolfgan
~blacktolfgan
i need to work on my self awareness, view thing more about the unseen and seen world around me. I know theirs more things but nothing coming to my mind right now. i will list more later as i think on this.
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