You should smile. At least you have people around whore care. Pardon if im speaking out of place..

No, no.. I know it's worse for others...

I just don't like spending Holidays alone...

I know the feeling i have no contact with Tobi.. She has had like everything fail on her at once.. So i sit alone yet again resisting the urge to put my fist through a wall out of frustration and tears. -sighs heavily- sorry ._. Not my best day.