Been feelings... Darker. Not depressed... well, a little, but not the usual crushing blackness... This is a more of a dancing darkness... Does that make sense?
Like...
My usual darker days are me drowning in my own crushing depths, sinking deeper the more I struggle to reach the surface... But this feeling... it is similar, but with a head turned high, accepting the sinking and not fighting it, watching the bubbles escaping my lungs drift to the shimmering surface.... there is a strangge beauty and more emotion, apposed to hollowness.....

My apologies if that does not make sense..... I am trying to explain this feeling the best I can...

eh... whatever... how are you fuzzy butts doing?