i'm sorry i haven't been producing much in the way of art!!

i'm spending p much the next five hours just working solely on commission stuff without distractions, so i intend to get everything i had promised by christmas done by christmas plus one or two other things.

but i wanted to apologize anyway. this month has been really rough, but the past week especially has been kind of a clusterfuck. i've always been a fairly moody person but it's been very easy to coat it with optimism and roll my moods in some sugar and then just get on with life in the past, but the past week has been a long series of very short, very persistent ups and downs and i have hit every single mood i am capable of in the span of like. six days. often many times a day (somehow???). i'm not really sure why or what is going on but it's left me completely fuckin exhausted and useless and i am really sorry i let it get the best of me

i thought you guys kinda deserve some sort of explanation for the lack of productivity, since many of you are commissioners and i absolutely owe you an update, however "haha, yeah, sorry, i'm basically just a complete emotional/mental mess for no clear reason" it is.

so i am going to go ahead and get my ass moving on things for the next few hours, before i am dragged off to wrap gifts and bake! god only knows why anyone would want me to be baking, i'm still confused because i am a fuckin awful baker but W/E I GET TO EAT COOKIE DOUGH