i watched the hobit 1 and 2 today.

and a thought came into my mind while watching hobit 2

"smaug would be better with a full belly"
then that lead to
:i want to join his side and fatten him up and be his toy"
then finally
"you know what, i'll be his survant/pleasure toy. i'll feed him fat, cuddle him and please him...and even kill for him"
then for like 10 minuets i didn't even know what in the world was going on in the movie because i had to process the thought i just had.


omg i thought that.....and i still do.
im messed up