I wanna fix this
12 years ago
General
...i just ...i wanted to fold up and stop. I didnt want to think anymore. There are people here with real problems..just like you...yeah just like me. I dont expect you guys to understand. You dont know me. How do i go even when the worst thing has happened?....(smile even though i am unhappy i put on a brave face just for everybody else. Im done. I've had enough.
..guess i wasnt good enough
..guess i wasnt good enough
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How much of a fucking coward are you to be afraid of her responding?
You CANNOT go around complaining to people that they don't treat you like a friend if you don't do the same to them. You push people down, and I KNOW this, you've done it to me, I've had the experience of your arrogance. I agree about your cowardice, you block/remove people just so you can have the last say. You don't let them explain why they might not talk to you. In my case, I would have explained why I don't love you, or even like you for that matter, but NO! You won't let me.
You need to give people chances or you will be friendless. I'm not surprised if she has blocked you before, you deserve it, you're such an ungrateful, selfish person, she doesn't deserve to be bugged by someone like you. Dafodil is a lovely person and she shouldn't be treated with such disrespect for such a stupid little reason. Open your eyes and maybe you will realise why people don't like you.
Maybe if you want the friends, go to your block list, count up how many are there and just see who you've hurt or upset by your rudeness. Then if you have the heart which you say you have, unblock them all, apologise, and NEVER be so horrible toward them again.
There is so much more I can say, but I'm not going to. It's Christmas and I don't want to bring anyone else's Christmas down. It is the season of forgiving and I've written alot already.
(Sorry Anhguowol for using your comment, I can't comment on his because I'm on his block list too)
And no i would like to say i have never ever blocked you hyoka ever because i dont even know how to do it, i never deleted then added you just to delete you again because that never happened. And to be honest you were the one that ignored me, i drew you art and then after that i was pretty much nothing to you. I have heard that you also have been rude to other people and i dont think thats right.
And you pretty much said im nobody. I mean , in my eyes im somebody. In my eyes im somebody important and my opinion matters. Everybodys opinion matters. I am pretty stupid. But im defiantly not nobody. So when you tell me nobody wants me...that hurts. Cause i dont see how you can say that when theres someone fighting for you..every day. Right in front of you, because they care about you and you cant even see that! I have people who will fight for me and are always there and wont let me close the book on my life and are willing to wright two books at once if they have to. I cant be here all the time...but that doesnt mean im nobody.
And if you cant hear me then maybe now you will. You do not! say i am nobody because i have people who want me and want to be around me because they love me.
....it hurts okay ...it hurt when you said i push people away because all i ever do is be nice to absolutely everyone who deserves kindness. Yeah i have to live every day being pushed away by everyone ...ever since i started school JUST because i was the different one and i dared to be that way, but why should it matter, i have my friends anyway they dont push me away they love and they really dont know how much they mean to me and how happy i am to actually have friends.......
Please think before you say something .....stop putting words in others mouths that you know arent true...
You can always talk to me if something's going on, I'm here with open ears <3
i dont know where id be with all my great friends like you