another year older on the other side..
ever since i stopped seeing you and your mom i have been happier.. but i still miss you so much... is that bad?

i am getting by.. i am struggling but at the time striding. being stationary and yet my mind is mobile. the biggest thing is i can now only imagine you instead of actually seeing you.. kinda lonley despite who is around... like i have been cut off somehow.. it hurts.

but this year i am safe... i can take comfort in that.

happy death day my child. ill see you again someday in the flow..

ever thinking of you...
DADDY