well this xmas was the most hurtful one ever I feel so much like shit i am drinking my cares away, I hope everything will gowaya and I will stop crying my stupid feelings cares and what ever else I am feeling, GODDESS I do hate this holiday for a reason, BUT it is ok I dont want to hurt any of you so I am just ranting my feelings down on paper or the net. ANYWAY this is how I feel dont jugde me or my fucking spelling i just need to say I hope your fucking happy world, I have been doing the fucking best and what happends you Laugh in my face and tell me I am nothing. Well here is my middle finger/paw that is what I have to say to you world. Now I shall go Drown my sadness in more beer Excuse me. *walks off with a beer and cig in paws.