Sorry to hear that. *hugs*

Oh... My... God...

I am so sorry....

My thoughts are with you and your family.

Christmas is always a ad time. it seems we reflect on things and remember all the bad things we have done. I can't say i undertand how you feel, I don't. I do know it's alot of pain though. I wih i could help, and am sorry that i can't

*gasps* Oh, my dear lord...

May you and yours find peace and comfort. (hugs)

Oh god no. I'm so sorry I wasn't there hun. D: *clings*
I should have been there for you somehow :(

you couldn't have known. I was on skype with friends and all they got was 'i gotta go damage control' and then i logged off and the next thing they heard was 2 hours later me calling sobbing. its alright.

Do you need me to call? It's about 1am here, bit if you need to I can on iMessage or Skype if you need me to. It might not be for long, but I'm here.

its fine sweety <3

If you're sure. Just let me know. I'm not online much at the moment because we've got people round for the holidays, but I so check from time to time. Mine and my boyfriends hears go out to you hun <3

*hugs* Sorry to hear what happened, but right now, you need to be with your family not us. We do appreciate what you have told us. Keep us updated, OK?

fucking christ... im so sorry about this... i dont know why things keep happening to you, I'm sorry Rondonu

Dear Lord........

My heartfelt thoughts go out to you and your family.

Wow. you are supposed to be my friend. wont you feel like crap when I show you the obituary. It isn't up today because it happened late last night but I cant believe you of all people would say that to me when there is literally chunks of brain in my hallway. we didn't have /christmas/ because he did this and my family is in shambles and you call me a liar? you're going to feel really stupid when you find out that youre wrong. I am just so upset I cant believe this.

You said it Rondonu.

Grow up? are you kidding me? are you absolutely kidding me? My step dad for SIX YEARS blew his brains out on CHRISTMAS EVE in front of my MOM AND BABY BROTHER. are you absolutely kidding me? Get over it? I am being a grown up by expressing how fucking sad I am about all of this and you cannot possibly be judging me for having feelings when you've broken down to me untold amounts of times.

/I/ cared when you were upset and sad and alone. I didn't want you to cry and i didn't tell you to get over it.

I guess it was too much to ask for someone I considered a friend to actually have sympathy when something traumatic happened in my home and someone I loved killed themselves in a fit of rage right after I thought we were all going to be murdered.


and I'm going to forget? I lived with him. He is my brothers father. Who are you to tell me anything about what kind of person I am and how I will forget people.

Sorry kiddo but I am not like you and I do not forget those I have lost.

You are incredibly insensative and its so hard for you to apologize.
what? so we have to track down the one person in the world who is suffering the most and say "oh! This is the only person who is allowed to be sad!" You're right, no human being should be allowed to say when horrible things happen to them because 'people have them worse'. are you kidding? As you are sitting here putting in your slice of life? If its so fucking terrible do not do it, but you are not about to sit here and make me feel shitty about an already awful horrible situation because nobody has lost anyone.
I am not fucking saying nobody hasn't lost anyone else. I am aware that this happens all the time and its SAD AS FUCK. But you know what I am not doing??? I am not telling them "boooo waaaah cry baby who cares about your sadness" because that is fucked up and not something a decent human being would do. So what the hell is wrong with you that you need to post venom on your friends journal that basically said "I am sad and confused and this is why".

And doing it on your alternate 'grown up' account? Yeah. Cowardly.

I do not want to ever talk to you again.
You are 17 and legally not allowed to be in the military so I dont know how you could be in the war and claim to have been in since 15.. and despite that I haven't ever accused you of lying to me about it.
I know the real you so you really shouldn't try and hurt me like you are. But i wont stoop to your level. Bye Shane.

Holy shit, hun.. I know you don't really know me much, but I had to come support you. I'm so sorry you had to deal with him. I just.. I'm in such a rage over the pompous, cocky attitude he has, I can't even believe he has the nerve to say that. Don't listen to a word he says. You're handling this more maturely than I, or anyone I know would. If you ever, EVER need anyone to talk to, you can note me.

Oh my fucking god do you have a fucking haert you lil shit?

Have fun in hell heartless asshole. c:

If suicide is so easy, why don't you go commit it? Obviously if you are such a numb asshole who has no emotions, and takes it out on others, you might as well save us the rest of your garbage, kid. Your attitude is exactly why people would forget about you quickly. You have no right to be so mean to someone who thought you as a friend, so gtfo.

Amen

guys please... he wasn't very nice but its never okay to tell someone to go kill themselves ;n;

suicide is not a funny thing

Suicide is the easiest thing to get over? How about when your mom commits suicide? Did she do it because she regretted having you? And you try to get over watching someone blow their brains out all over you.

Seriously dude, shut up. You're pissing off a lot of people.

'suicide is a funny thing'

ohh my friend your edge is cutting me

I just have to say something.

You are such a fucking arrogant and ignorant asshole, you know that. You belittle someone who has JUST suffered from a death, no matter what the cause may be. Just so your ignorant ass knows, you DON'T get over suicide within a year. My mother still to this day, after 23 years, suffers from finding out about how her son shot himself in the head. Sure, its a cowardly way to go about things, but fucking hell man, its a death none the less, which will, WILL, cause distress especially when it happens ON Christmas. So why don't you go take your little emo heart and shit it out in a 6 foot deep hole.

Its people like you who make me hate humanity, you little arrogant shit.

You are wrong in that regard. When my partner died July of last year, I posted about his death within hours of it happening as I needed to let people know what was going on.

thank you..

You're welcome

You should know that A LOT of people vent here on this website. The furry community is very open and willing to listen to the woes and troubles of the outcast. People come on here to escape the taunting insults of people who think we're weird and unfit to be a person.

So bull to you. No furry posts a hurtful comment just because someone posts information about a suicide. I suggest you apologize to  rondonu

You need to fuck off its not cool to be a ass wipe just cuz you think she's lieing if that's the case just dont fucking reply

That is horrible. Very much so. We've had similar problems it seems, if you want someone to talk to that won't act like the class A asshole above, you have me.

I think the worst part about his behavior is not that he called me a liar, but that he is a friend of mine. Like wow...

I have had the same problem, in this case, even though we just met, I believe you. And I am sorry your "friend" acted like an asshat with no manners or emotions to you.

thank you. Its just surprising since he told me a very personal event that happened to him and I never called him a liar.
I just wish people would be cool. Thats all. I give thanks for your belief, I mean calling someone out on lying about something that can be proven so easily seems... foolish..

I watched you, maybe we can be friends, I hope so hun. You seem like a nice person, and it can't hurt to have one more real friend.

Thank you. I really appreciate it. :3 skype..?

My skype is mrzhenbang, same as my user name.

Oh my. Hun I am soo soo sorry *hugs* I wish I could hug you and tell you everything will be ok

I'm sorry this happened so close to Christmas *hugs*. There are lots of people on here who can listen if you need to talk including me. But as you said he was drunk and hurting and unfortunately you were victimized. I'm thankful that you, you're mother, and the baby were not physically harmed in this event.

Just ignore that cunt who's starting shit.

I'm sorry about what happened, no-one should have to experience the horror of what just happened.

Though don't follow down his path.. don't end your life.

I would never do that. With the knowledge of my mother soon following me and my brother being alone, I have no choice but to live. Not that i'm saying I want to die. I do not. I have some feelings that need to be dealt with and I used to have a problem with cutting but since my sister died it seems.... pointless to me. Like I cant fix the pain that way so I stopped.
Please dont worry about me, I really want everyone to know that I will not commit suicide.
I would know that it would also hurt you all too. I dont want to hurt people. <3

Thanks.. it'd suck losing a qt 3.14 like you anyway. ;w;

again, I'm sorry about what happened and I hope things look up for you in the future.

I'm so sorry :'(

My condolences on your loss. The holidays should be a time of joy in the world, not sorrow. ;(
I would highly recommend you seek out a licensed mental health professional in the near future.
Death is never easy to deal with at any age.

*gives the biggest hug ever*

Like Gentlemanplayer said, my heart also goes out to you and your family sweetie <3

I am so sorry, you're in my thoughts today. We're here for you <3

thank you, your support is accepted with open arms. *hugs back* c':

*gives you a hug and a helping hand*

Our hearts here go out to you and your family my heart probable more then most cause i have been on that road before with friend family and even put my self in that moment once or twice before and even though this is a hard moment in life for you and a very sad time you most remember to never give up living life as if each day was your last yes the pain is going to hurt put it is only passing by it will subside but if you give up it will late forever so never give up never give in keep living. Our thoughts and hearts are with you

I cant give up, if I die then mom would surely go as well and my little brother would literally have no family left and that is unacceptable. I do not wish to die, this is just hard and confusing and I dont know where to go from here and suddenly its on my shoulders to pay the bills and get the groceries and all of those things and my job to be firm with my little brother because mom is the loving snuggly one.

And the worst part is I dont even want to live in that house anymore but I am obligated to stay, for her.
So many things got uprooted and I cant even begin to think about how to fix them.

In my culture suicide is considered weakness somethin weaklings do (usually to avoid responsibility/consequences) to avoid things they are unable to bear. It probably could have been prevented, by treating the person the right way so they get back on track and such. But gotta admit ya gotta have guts to raise yer own hand against ya... that usually comes from desperation and such... Some cases are not salvageable... From my point of view everyone has the right to suicide but they should not do it in such a way to endanger others... He should have done it away from you all it would reduce trauma (probably the mess too) and reduced the risk of the weapon dischargin into someone else too. Also that kind of threats are not to be taken lightly... he should have been disabled by any means necessary. From where i am from he would have been put out of his misery by someone before he did some "collateral" damage if need be. But yet again i originate from a place that's a war-zone since time unknown so i might see things differently. You have my sympathy for the losses and the cruel harsh life awaitin ya on the road ahead. Be strong and do not buckle others need ya now probably more than ever. And for the rest of ya choose yer words carefully... its not wise to push around someone who suffered such trauma... whoever is her friend/ally and her blood/family should help her get back on track life is too short to be wasted. This comes from someone who felt Death more than probably should have (tends to happen to some of us). Some people here said there are worse things than death... they are relatively correct, but that's based on cultural standards... to some death is the worst to some death is mercy.

Rondonu, while I may be just a passerby, I want to send you my condolences.
I have not suffered from something like this, but my mother has. Her eldest son committed suicide almost 3 years before I was born. My mothers youngest son was the one to find our brother at 8 years old. It's going to be hard, but keep strong in the months to come. Your Mother and siblings will need it the most. Do not remember Kris for this moment or weakness, as I am sure he would not want that, but remember the happy moments you had with him. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts, and I hope that your family will heal from this tragic time.

Stay strong.

Thank you very much. Its just, its a double blow because my 14 year old sister passed a little less than four months ago and now my step dad is gone too? And I just dont see a reasoning behind it. I know that I need to remember the happy times, even as I was describing what happened to the cops I would go off saying "but he was't a bad person he just had problems please please believe me" even though it didn't matter what they thought anymore... I just.. I just hope he's in a better place now. He used to always say that he wasn't going to heaven or hell and that he was going to stay on this earth and watch over his descendants forever. And I just... I dont want that, you know? I know i'm going off on a speel and i'm sorry this just all kinda rattled my world and i'm trying to make sense of it and i guess what i'm saying is I want him to be happy and not angry anymore wherever he is, yeah? I just want everyone to be okay again.

I understand. I grew up in a religious home, and when I was part of that religion, I never liked the idea of hell. Especially learning that, with Mormonism, suicide is an eternal sin that cannot ever be forgiven.
Personally, (while I no longer practice religion) I cannot believe in that simply because, how can god punish someone who is sick enough mentally that did something like this? It's not really fair.

And I do admit, I could be wrong about religion and I see it like this.
We only know what will happen once we are gone, and I am sure that those who have committed suicide, are not condemned to hell. I do believe that there is a verse in the bible that states "God loves his lost sheep more" cannot be sure though on the exact wording.

The world is cruel, sometimes the best of people get the worst hand, but those strong enough to make it though, get the most out of their lives. All we can do is strive to do better and remember the good times. Things will turn out okay again, that much I am sure of. Just hang in there and make your step-dad proud of your future accomplishments ^^

My deepest sympathies for you and your family, that's an awful thing to experience at the worst possible time. I may not know you very well but please stay strong, I can't imagine how heavy your heart must feel.

Thank you very much. I'm doing the best I can. I hope you're holidays are much better, and Merry Christmas (even though i'm late in saying it o: )

So sorry to hear of your loss. You have my deepest condolences *offers foxy hugs*

*snugs* thank you darling ;u;

Your welcome!

That's horrible. I am very sorry to hear such a tragedy befell your family. You all are in my prayers.