Hi Guys, Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday's to everyone!

I haven't really been as cheerful for the past few days, everything just went the wrong way and I just felt very useless.... -n-


Family money issues and so on happened, it was just really stressful for me I even talked it over with my parents on how I felt as I really felt bad for them so much, I didn't like seeing my parents cry. They said they'll be fine and I was doing just fine and good enough in what I was doing with myself, I was helpful and I kinda felt that I wasn't doing enough for them...This Christmas made me feel so down in what was happening it was hard for me to lift a smile, but hearing my parents comforting me telling me it'll be okay and gave me lots of hugs made me feel better if not making them feel a bit better themselves, It's life after all, I'm just thankful I have parents that are very understanding as I want to help them as much as they do for there children. ;n;


I didn't really get much of anything this year but clothes, at least it's something to wear, it was very stressful as I said before. My cousin did happen to get me Dead Space 3 for an early x-mas gift before Christmas, that was nice too it was a pretty good game. Also, thank you to some of you for the Christmas wishes, that was nice of you, even though as much as I felt, I felt a bit grouchy if not really sad about all of this when this issue came about and nearing Christmas too - But thank you guys, thank you very much. *hugz

~SK

PS, hope you all at least had a nice holiday..