So, as usual I don't sleep that well. Was finally able to get around 6 hours of sleep last night for the first time in I can't even remember. I'm sore all over and my head feels all sorts of foggy. I just laid in my bed unable to move for about 45 minutes before the pain subsided enough for me to try to get up. I dreamt, of what I can't remember. But for once I dreamt which is bitter sweet for me. I'm still exhausted but I know sleep won't come to me for another 24+ hours. My inspiration to draw anything for myself is basically dead. I've found that I can sometimes sketch something out for myself but it never goes any further than a basic sketch. I just honestly don't see the point in trying to draw for myself anymore. It doesn't really help the way it used to. I am never pleased with anything I draw and usually end up scrapping it. I can't tell you how many times I've sat down to try to draw something for myself and ended up ust throwing the art and idea away. Is it because I'm so tired that I'm never pleased with anything for myself? I have no idea. It's just starting to get frustrating not being able to relax like I used to by drawing. Tired bunjayfox is tired.

Think I need to get a big fluffy body pillow to help with the sleep issue. Having something to snuggle up to always helps so I'm thinking that a big ass pillow would help to serve as a pseudo person to cuddle with. Hopefully then I can do more than nap for sleep needs. And maybe inspiration will come to me and I will be able to draw for myself and be happy with it again. Would be nice.