Nostalgia
11 years ago
*sighs* Lost in memories of my home far away again. I do miss it but I chose to stay here for the remainder of this life. After all, I've been here for a long time now and I've come to have some really great friends and family in this life. I just wish I could take them back with me to home. They would certainly love my homeland. No wars or fighting. And certainly they could be free to do much more than here. Though they'd have to be reborn into a body of their own there, I'd certainly seek them out from the bonds I have with their souls. *sighs again and smiles softly*
http://youtu.be/YyEdq1hIFaI
("An Gille Ban" -Capercaillie)
(One of the songs that reminded me of home with the flute especially--something I play back home.)
And just a few other songs I like that reminded me somewhat of home:
http://youtu.be/bOOOfK_heU4
("Now We Are Free" -Lisa Gerrard)
http://youtu.be/UX__4aHwYzM
("Adiemus" -Karl Jenkins)
http://youtu.be/p_cdXNWD1VY
("Sleepsong" -Secret Garden)
(This I'm certainly taking home with me to sing to the young ones as is. I'll have to translate it for them as we don't speak English though I will definitely keep the song as is sung in English since it sounds lovely.)
http://youtu.be/YyEdq1hIFaI
("An Gille Ban" -Capercaillie)
(One of the songs that reminded me of home with the flute especially--something I play back home.)
And just a few other songs I like that reminded me somewhat of home:
http://youtu.be/bOOOfK_heU4
("Now We Are Free" -Lisa Gerrard)
http://youtu.be/UX__4aHwYzM
("Adiemus" -Karl Jenkins)
http://youtu.be/p_cdXNWD1VY
("Sleepsong" -Secret Garden)
(This I'm certainly taking home with me to sing to the young ones as is. I'll have to translate it for them as we don't speak English though I will definitely keep the song as is sung in English since it sounds lovely.)
But back home I'm a wind priestess and can speak with the wind and hear it speak (which in this life here, I can 'hear' it as well but not as strongly as I would back home). Azarian is a Seer, or one that can see the future. It's not precise as depending the actions of a person, the future can change. Kaias is our Protector. He took training as a warrior since we do have Protectors and all. I have a white tiger guide (there's a whole people that are our guides and seek us out when we're young and bond to our soul so we can use the magic of being able to turn into said animal). Kaias has a silvery white fox. Azarian has a white tiger. Well...had one. For some reason, his guide, Azyra manifested as a black panther here. When we returned home for a visit and turned into his white tiger form, the mixture of the black panther here and white tiger there turned him into a black tiger. It's something unheard of with being able to change into another form by any of our guide's kin. So it's all a little confusing on that part, even for our High Priestess and High Priest. (We're able to visit via our High Priestess pulling us back while keeping a soul link to our body here for the length overnight and return by morning light though we could be there for a couple days' worth at a time on our home's end--usually by the lunar eclipse because it's when magic is strongest though she has pulled us for a couple of full moons as well when magic is still strong.)
but seriously, where were you born?
Sorry. I'm confused. It's late and my brain is fried tired right now. Lol.
I mean, here and now I'm human. I know that. And I'm glad to have been born into this life as a human. I love my human mother and my human family and my human friends. I just have the soul of an elf (with a tiger combined) that one day I'll return to. I do miss my home but I chose to stay here too. If I went home, I'd have died in this life. All my past lives I've never made it far in life. The longest I lived was at least thirty in my ancient Greek life. Every life after that, I never made it past twenty (due to a curse upon my soul incurred my ancient Greek life that was broken a couple of years ago). And I plan on making this the longest lived human life I've ever had.