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FC, Christmas, and the new year and a look back
12 years ago
So its been awhile since I posted and I've been so busy haven't had a chance. This year has been one of the
worst I've had. First loosing my father in Dec last year to cancer. And then no more then a month later, the
loss of my best friend and loyal, loving coyote Lemonade, I'm still struggling to cope with the pain of his
loss. And its going to take awhile to heal this wound. Over the past year I've taken on 3 new pets/pupils
who have helped keep me stable and who I have helped. My totter Nekari, my rainbow husky Charm, and
Hemlock. I may not be where I am if it weren't for them and my other friends. They are the best pets
anyone could ask for. But on to a happier note, I had the chance to compete in a dance comp in Canada
and took 3rd place. but as of recently I've started to feel a bit intimidated by all of the better dancers out
there. but I'm still going try to compete this year at FC. I also got the chance to finally go to MFF for the
first time which was amazing aside from the trip to get there and sadly leaving early cause I messed up
my flight times. Met a lot of people I've only talked to online for the last few years and next year I hope
to get a better chance to enjoy myself. So sadly Christmas was nothing special this year, no tree, no
lights, no presents, just work and sleep. And it seems like the same for the new year. So no partying. BUt
I do got my vacation For FC sorted out and can't wait to see everyone again. I'll be rooming with Charm,
Moka, Tibolf, and Fuzzy. I'll be with my Gshep Dekks, nekari and charm most of the time. getting there on
the 16 and staying through the 21st.
Im glad you have your pets and have been taking solace in a smaller amount of people. I can tell you that there is great value in quality of friends/lovers over quantities that one might have when they are the best dancer/artist/fursuiter/ or overall a popular person that everyone wants to be around. Everyone has their time in the spotlight and everyone gets a time in the dark. I just wish that the darkness would end sooner. *hugs*
I wish you a bigger, better and brighter year. And I'll see you on the dance floor at FC! ;- )