and i still can't believe that its only like 3 days until its over


I can say its definitly had it's ups and its down

ive lost people and ive gained people

but ive also had amazing moments go on thats just like holy fuck did this really happen?
the end of the year, the last few months in particular has been rough and admittedly ive been going through a lot of depression because of it. but you know i have this group of friends and they are just amazing and have been whats kept me going dont know what id do without em.

and ive been lucky to have two very special guys enter my life and to get close with them. i love them so much and man its been a journey that i'm glad i took
on christmas day i think i recieved the very best present ever, and one that just completely wiped away all of the negative i had been dealing with or had dealt with. im still smiling, it feels good and im so happy. and fucking legit i could just go on and on and be disgustingly mushy and yaaa sure y'all dont wanna hear that lol
and asked me to join in their relationship and make it a polygamous one, said yes right off the beat <3



anyways i hope everyones xmas was good, mine had its ups and downs, if you follow me on twitter you had somewhat a taste of what was going on.
part of my xmas eve was spent at the kirkland p.d. to pick up my dad on bail ._.; though the story ive heard he technically shouldn't have been in there.
iunno, if he misses his court date im gunna kick his ass

last sunday i drove out to montana to get some ahamazing people( and ) and kidnap them for xmas and holy shit im glad i did so many fun times and i cant wait for em to come back out again and hopefully for sure positively be permanent.

but this week has definitly been a highlight for me

here's to hoping everyones new years is awesome

2014 is year of the horse and man oh man am i gunna fuckin rock it, gunna move-finally-, gunna go to all the cons-or as many as i can manage- and im getting my first full suit starting next month.