I have been meeting a friend of mine for a wile he is probibly the closet thing to a boy friend I have ever had and last night I finaly convenced my parents to let him spend the night for a chance at some fun but at the last minute I get cold feet.......I have never done anything close to this outher then online and I for reasons I may never understand chickened out but at least my friend was understanding but I now feel like shit because I feel I brought him her and dissapointed him because I was too scared to go all the way........God I hope this dosent ruin our friendship I realy dont wanna lose this guy.......