Fare thee well, 2013~
12 years ago
Happy New Year, everyone! Hope that year 2013 has been treating you all well. As for me, it's been bittersweet. Been working tons of unfinished sketches, finished very few. But in the progress, I'm thinking of making a new direction in art entirely. After obtaining a new program from a new buddy of mine and got my devious tablet to work, Macromedia Flash 8 will no longer be my primary use of developing finished art. I still intent to keep it around for future use, perhaps for a small an animation project or something. I have only one last pic to work on with MF8 and I will begin practicing on my tablet.
But progressing of the art development has been extremely slow. Though I have been completely healed from my operation two years ago, the real reason is because I suffered from a depression that weaken my artistic drive. The loss of my grandfather still has an lingering effect on me, but I got more bad news. Somewhere on Autumn, my parents had to put down their dog Lovis (a Grand Basset Griffon Vendéen) due to the heavy infections in her ears. Despite my folks did their best of cleaning them, they were just too deep. So they decided to put her down before she suffers a painful fate and I, who being close to her, took yet another sorrowful blow to my soul. I couldn't bear to mention her again around my mother, who shed a tear when Lovis was brought up in a conversation of ours at one time. Doesn't this beat them all? I had to lose someone close just last year and now I had to lose yet another the next year after? What gives? Not only that, but on November I suffered yet another form of depression called "self-revelation." I won't go much detail about that, but suffice to say that I was close to cutting down many, many ties with everyone on my chatrooms (Facebook, Skype, etc.) just to spare them of my "self-humiliation" in social standing. Week later though, I've recovered and was back to my usual self yet the wounds are still there.
Anyways, there's no point on dwelling on the past. It's time to move forward to harmony, my grandfather and Lovis would want that for me. My new resolution for this year is to master my tablet and deliver a new form of art than my usual!
On lighter news, I have now open a third art account at Weasyl this December! I'm not sure what I'll put there but it shall serve as an fresh start as an art gallery compared to what I have here and at FA. And I have also added Lassie and Bomba on the Character-section and I've updated their biography with more proper writing! Be sure to check it out! https://www.weasyl.com/profile/krillos
Anyways, I wish you all jolly good year of 2014~! See you all there~!
Honorable good year wishing to:
lordstevie,
bigdad,
eltonpot,
themadcatter
daredemon7000,
blackknife12 (he somehow got into the list and I don't know whyyyyyy! lol) and finally
zenox &
twistedterra!
But progressing of the art development has been extremely slow. Though I have been completely healed from my operation two years ago, the real reason is because I suffered from a depression that weaken my artistic drive. The loss of my grandfather still has an lingering effect on me, but I got more bad news. Somewhere on Autumn, my parents had to put down their dog Lovis (a Grand Basset Griffon Vendéen) due to the heavy infections in her ears. Despite my folks did their best of cleaning them, they were just too deep. So they decided to put her down before she suffers a painful fate and I, who being close to her, took yet another sorrowful blow to my soul. I couldn't bear to mention her again around my mother, who shed a tear when Lovis was brought up in a conversation of ours at one time. Doesn't this beat them all? I had to lose someone close just last year and now I had to lose yet another the next year after? What gives? Not only that, but on November I suffered yet another form of depression called "self-revelation." I won't go much detail about that, but suffice to say that I was close to cutting down many, many ties with everyone on my chatrooms (Facebook, Skype, etc.) just to spare them of my "self-humiliation" in social standing. Week later though, I've recovered and was back to my usual self yet the wounds are still there.
Anyways, there's no point on dwelling on the past. It's time to move forward to harmony, my grandfather and Lovis would want that for me. My new resolution for this year is to master my tablet and deliver a new form of art than my usual!
On lighter news, I have now open a third art account at Weasyl this December! I'm not sure what I'll put there but it shall serve as an fresh start as an art gallery compared to what I have here and at FA. And I have also added Lassie and Bomba on the Character-section and I've updated their biography with more proper writing! Be sure to check it out! https://www.weasyl.com/profile/krillos
Anyways, I wish you all jolly good year of 2014~! See you all there~!
Honorable good year wishing to:
lordstevie,
bigdad,
eltonpot,
themadcatter
daredemon7000,
blackknife12 (he somehow got into the list and I don't know whyyyyyy! lol) and finally
zenox &
twistedterra!
FA+

Hope you're having a great new year's celebration buddy,since Sweden and the US have different times xD
I'm gonna head back into the rest of my training,so I do hope we can chat in the meantime =3
du är fantastisk
(sorry to throwing in my Swedish - still learning...xD)