this thanksgvng weekends has been one of the best I've had in a while, pictionary friends and family. The best thing about all of this week tho... I got to spend quality time with Tristan, with every part of me I want to know him more and more. What I d find out tho usually involves his exes which leads me to believe he's concerned with relationship problems. I would really like to be the guy for him, but I can't be until he wants me to be.

Men who am I kidding someone so much as gives me a hug more than once I turn into a whipped coon for. I could go off and list all of my past relational problems but the more I think of them the more likely I am to to either repaeat them or just worry myself and ruin a good thing.

All in all I don't know whether what I'm doing g is right, but for right now it's making me happy and I think I'm making someone else happy too ;3