NO. ITS NOT ALRIGHT! ITS TERRIBLE! THIS ONLY PROVES IM A DUMB BITCH, EXCEPT WITH A DISORDER!!!

Yes I am! Im just a fucking disappointment in lifr7, and I should just burn in hell!

No, the problem is that you cant seem to look at the bad side of me! Im a rp slut and an art whore!

Yes it is! Im too obsessed with it!

Dont you see, sean?! There IS something terribly wrong with me! Im no friend to you! Im only a dumb bitch with a disorder!

hey now don't be like that, my cousin actually suffers from bipolar.

Well, im not your cousin, I mean nothing to you!!

hey, don't say that! of course you mean something!!! you're my friend!!

Pawman it's okay I have a disorder too but you will be alright as long as you see a doctor to keep it in check every once in a little while.

Stop using that damn emoticon!!!!!!

sorry it's a habit. but I have a disorder too a rare one and I could be really depressed about it and really sad about it but it won't change or help anything the best thing you can do is to keep it in check regulary with a doctor and more importantly you need to keep your chin up don't let it get you down just enjoy your life while you still can. you're something special everyone is and everyone including you is made special. that special thing about you whatever it may be can have a great impact on someone else as well as yourself. everyone can't be perfect in any way or form but being sad or depressed about it doesn't have to be a permanent way of life. there some of us here that care about you just come back and you'll see for yourself if you just or talk about it with someone it could help feel better. please don't go Pawman come back and talk with us I'm sure it'll feel better maybe we can chat tomorrow me and you.

I how the heck are we gonna chat if I can't have a conversation for shit. Face ot, im a rp slit and a art whore!

but you're a freind to me I don't care if you're an art whore we need stick together that's what freinds do whether online or in person we gotta stick together.

What about the rp slut thing? Huh? Does that matter?! :(

it doesn't matter at all rp is just a hobby thing it's not that important. my family is winding down and wanting to go to bed now I'll come back online tomorrow

What's so bad about a disorder, answer that?
Because Charlie sheen see's being bipolar as BiWinning.

Dont you see?! Im not damn Charlie Sheen or whatever! Its different with me!

You just have depressed moments, that don't revolve on us. Because we just enjoy having you as a friend.
How can that make you look bad?

How can that make me look bad?! My friends arent friends at all. Just people who pretends to care!!

If I was pretending to care then is say your perfectly fine.
But even I know you can be quite emo

...what are you trying to say?

I think you're way to emotional about what you say and you always act (well, sound) very dark. Infact I kinda frown reading how you Skype is sad, it's like Udolph's and Nue's (other users). I can't understand why they frown when they don't try to smile instead. It's like giving up a game of cards when you have a chance at winning.
I don't understand.

Well, some people(like me) can and will get easily hurt...and whem they're hurt, that pain and be really deep for them.

Yes, because they let it get deep.
I used to be like that ALL the time.
Infact I've attempted suicide 6 times in my entire life.
All because I hated my life and I didn't deserve to live.
(Weird part was when a teacher asked how I'll commit suicide, I even replied: Dude, why would you ask that?)
But because I stayed alive and had faith I'm my own self and others I ended up living the way I should.
Going around making art, friends, playing games, and even RaptorJesus/Trolling people on chat sites such as omegle. The last time I've ever really been sad was because my grandfather died... An I'm crying a bit as I even mention it. But the time someone hurt me. Was the time I actually could've killed her in class. I was losing my shit because she called me: a stuck up bitch, an ass, a ho, a coward, and even bothered to ruin the solo puzzle I SOLVED! *clenched teeth* I still want to shank that whore. But I didn't, because I can't let hookers get to me like that. She'll just die some prostitute

Sorry if I got off track, I just hate her, SO MUCH

Look, you obviously, dont understand. And if you dont, then im not gonna waste my time trying to explain it to you

*shrugs* well, I'm not trying to avoid you, just came because I cared.
'Night...

its only a disorder intill you Say it is

I didn't say it was. Ot ws all scyrex!

Butt you Listing to him and i bet you Thinking about it to dont its all Bull

But he's obviously older than me, haven't you ever heard of "listen to your elders"? Well, he's not a senior citizen, but he's older than me. Hello?! He's the smart one!

"Elder once said Listing to the Young for they are not filled with hate and greed" Age means nothing thers older people Running the world look how well thats Going. no you Listing to yourself like i said only you can call the shots and let people say who you are Expernce doesnt Come with Age it comes from has Happen to you in your Life or theres

But scyrex, apparently, is smart, apparently!

im smart so there

look it Doesnt matter who calls themself smart or is called smart like i said you can guid this anyway you want man you can listing to someone and be control wail they stroke there Ego or you can take the wheel man i know your tuffer then that a few words that just mean buy are surger pills cause we be doctards

I don't want to take pills. I made a promise to myself, that I wouldn't change ANYTHING about me, no matter what it is.

i dint Say you Have to i dont beliving pill myself thus calling then surgar pills means false meds

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your smart Where all Smart here

Whether you accept or not, I still care about you. I have friends who are bipolar, but that never stop them from moving forward. As I told you before, you can't let fear, despair, and loss keep you from trusting people let alone believing in yourself. I think the reason why you act like this is because your family has not been supportive, law enforcement at your school refuses to help you when you were bullied, most of the people in your life influences you too easily, and the worse part is that your uncle died, which lead you to near-permanent depression. And because those things have affected you so greatly that you lost the will to trust people and the will to believe in yourself. If that were the case, then I am sorry. Even when that happened, it never stopped me from having faith in you, nor did it stop me from caring about you, even if you chose not to accept it. I will be praying for you, and hopefully one day you will find the courage to believe in yourself and the will to believe in yourself.

Are you trying to make things even more worst than it is?! You just recap reasons why I should just die and burn in hell like the slut I am!!!

No, I'm not. I'm trying to help you regain your belief in yourself.

Don't you see? I dont deserve faith in anyone! I should just stick to being the underdog amd not have anyone cheer me on.

You do deserve to have faith in people. You just need to start trusting me and the people who care about you. Don't you remember the good times we used to have? I RPed with you, did art for you, and critique your work. Didn't you remember any of that?

My trust, can only turn into disaster. With the fact that I only want to rp and collect art from others! Im just a rp slut and a art whore that deserves to die and burn in hell...

Trust does not cause any harm, and you are neither of those two.

What two?

A RP slut and a art whore. You are neither of them. If you like RP, that's cool. You like art, and that's cool, too. But sometimes, you need to learn to limit them. I used to be the same way, but I begin to focus on other stuff in the fandom. When you focus only on RP and obsess over art, not all of them are irritated by it. There are some people who are worried about you. If they are to help you, you need to start trusting them, whether you choose to accept it or not. There is always a choice. You can either chose to get help or don't. But either way, me and the people are going to keep caring about you and help you.

I dont think you understand...I AM a rp slut and an art whore. I am too obsessed woth rp, and I cant find a limit. Im too obsessed!! and I tried to find something else, but I cant!!

You say you can't, but only because you chose not to find something else to do. And I know you better than that.

I did try!

And you still can try. Never give up, even if you fail, you can only try again. No matter how hard things are, you must keep pushing forward.

Pushing forward, can lead to taking things too far...

Only if you rush into them. Slow and steady wins the race.

Not true

It is if you don't want to rush into everything right away.

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NO ! dont look i have a disorder to but i dont let it bother me annd u have to do the same

If I was bipolar, it would mean I would have to fucking keep it, because I refuse to change anything about me! I do my best to stay awaway from therapists, pills, or shit like that that could change me! You don't understand because you're nothing like me!! No one fucking does!

Just as Scy said, Bipolar Disorder is controllable.

I had it at one point in my life, it may not be cured, but a high stress level can cause it to come back to me. I was on meds for a time, but I stopped taking them, and did better for myself. Today, I'm more happier with less symptoms, unless my stress level between work and home get to me.

just because you may have a disorder, it isn't the end of the world. Go get checked by a professional, because spite how smart Scy is, he isn't licensed to diagnose or treat any type of disorder or illness. Like he said, he could be wrong, he was only going by pure observation.

so, just because someone older tells you something, it doesn't mean its necessarily true, it could be a a false statement, a lie whether intentional or not. Always get facts before going to a conclusion.

get well young one, and don't fret too much over it *hugs*

...who are you? :(

I'm Jade and I'm one of Scy's mates, and a possible friend if you want.

Umm, sure...we can be friends...

^^

uhh...so...uhhh...

Sooo...

what's up? ^^

We cant talk here... my skype is rockey_the_amazing_catboy if you want it

Okay, but I warn you now, my Skype is wonky on my phone and I don't always get messages till like wayyy later. Plus, I work in the afternoons till midnight so I can't talk much during.

That doesn't matter to me, my friend.