2014 and Current stuffs
12 years ago
Everything revolves in its own time, regardless of your own desires.
Okay, so many agree with this.... 2013 sucked!! D:<
Yeah, it was a pain for many, lots of good furs I've known losing their loved ones and all, and many people I've witness had lost their values in such a harsh manner. This (and many other events) had left several stings to my heart. I myself am at least recovering from the aftermath of what would've been the last ever year, but because of what happened instead reminded me of something: HUMANS CAN'T PREDICT SHIT!!
Now here's something ironic: My blue wolf Syrus is a babysitter behind his quadruped partner's back, but the awkward part is that I barely had any artwork drawn based on that. I myself IRL however, felt like the caretaker of a few people in my life; many friends I tried stopping from suicide, tried comforting those that didn't have paragraph-bellowing friends that do better, even to those that gave me hell (or at least tried to XD)!! What more of a pain is figuring out how to keep these fellas from getting into MORE trouble... thanks to me. The real enemies I've gone through have become alot MORE spiteful then I expected, that I had to fake a nervous breakdown announcement just so everyone doesn't get involved and suffer the same fate! It was disgusting!! More disgusting than some brat threatening my reputation (and my life?) because I wouldn't be the third wheel of a fake relationship! Guh, where do I find these people!!? @.<
Ah well, a few bright sides to this was a few successful plans, and got to meet/reunite with some awesome fellas when things looked bleak. But the persistence of making sure that happen I suppose did it, just one of my only good qualities. I DO feel ashamed that my cousin backed me up a few times, even spot of good new house to go when I got booted out this lady's apartment, who I expected to for a LONG time due to her brother's meddling. It's even more screwy when I was allowed to stay an extra month because I payed the security deposit, and the jerk STILL tries to get me booted off. FFS The guy was kicked out once before because it was fun picking a fight with his nephew over a phone that not even HIS!! But ummm...
About this new place.. I'm rather nervous about it. For one, I was told that the original payment was 600 bucks... 2 months late. Why, WHY, did I have to wait so long to hear this!? With that being said, I mostly remained broke for the last couple of months due to the "overdue" payment, and what's even MORE ridiculous I had to pay an extra hundred for cable/Ethernet use, which is ALSO mentioned late! Look, if I have payment I owe then whatever, but holy crap PLEASE just tell me this the first month, the first week, put mother fluffin' sticky notes or something do this ESPECIALLY if I'm borrowing change for holiday gifts!! D:
Bleh, as of now everything is payed up until another $600 of rent is owed next month, and I'm a hundred bucks poorer than before. Hope that this month breezes by fast because I'm really nervous about what to happen, and I hope that everyone will do much better here on 2014. Err umm... yeah that's it, later.
Yeah, it was a pain for many, lots of good furs I've known losing their loved ones and all, and many people I've witness had lost their values in such a harsh manner. This (and many other events) had left several stings to my heart. I myself am at least recovering from the aftermath of what would've been the last ever year, but because of what happened instead reminded me of something: HUMANS CAN'T PREDICT SHIT!!
Now here's something ironic: My blue wolf Syrus is a babysitter behind his quadruped partner's back, but the awkward part is that I barely had any artwork drawn based on that. I myself IRL however, felt like the caretaker of a few people in my life; many friends I tried stopping from suicide, tried comforting those that didn't have paragraph-bellowing friends that do better, even to those that gave me hell (or at least tried to XD)!! What more of a pain is figuring out how to keep these fellas from getting into MORE trouble... thanks to me. The real enemies I've gone through have become alot MORE spiteful then I expected, that I had to fake a nervous breakdown announcement just so everyone doesn't get involved and suffer the same fate! It was disgusting!! More disgusting than some brat threatening my reputation (and my life?) because I wouldn't be the third wheel of a fake relationship! Guh, where do I find these people!!? @.<
Ah well, a few bright sides to this was a few successful plans, and got to meet/reunite with some awesome fellas when things looked bleak. But the persistence of making sure that happen I suppose did it, just one of my only good qualities. I DO feel ashamed that my cousin backed me up a few times, even spot of good new house to go when I got booted out this lady's apartment, who I expected to for a LONG time due to her brother's meddling. It's even more screwy when I was allowed to stay an extra month because I payed the security deposit, and the jerk STILL tries to get me booted off. FFS The guy was kicked out once before because it was fun picking a fight with his nephew over a phone that not even HIS!! But ummm...
About this new place.. I'm rather nervous about it. For one, I was told that the original payment was 600 bucks... 2 months late. Why, WHY, did I have to wait so long to hear this!? With that being said, I mostly remained broke for the last couple of months due to the "overdue" payment, and what's even MORE ridiculous I had to pay an extra hundred for cable/Ethernet use, which is ALSO mentioned late! Look, if I have payment I owe then whatever, but holy crap PLEASE just tell me this the first month, the first week, put mother fluffin' sticky notes or something do this ESPECIALLY if I'm borrowing change for holiday gifts!! D:
Bleh, as of now everything is payed up until another $600 of rent is owed next month, and I'm a hundred bucks poorer than before. Hope that this month breezes by fast because I'm really nervous about what to happen, and I hope that everyone will do much better here on 2014. Err umm... yeah that's it, later.
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