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Happy (late) New Year, Resolutions.
11 years ago
¤ I think it's time to run cause I'm seeing stars
I'm seeing stars watch me fall apart ¤ First off, I'd like to say happy new year to everyone! Hope that you guys were all able to bring it in with people you love! I, myself, had a pretty amazing night and got to spend it with the NH Furs, tho not all of them! We all hung out at TGI Friday's and watched the ball drop together while enjoying each others company! I miss them all a lot...and hoping to see them all on Tuesday! We all have a meet at TGIF's again, haha.
How was your guys new year party?!? Was it fun?? What'd you guys doooooo?!
Resolutions:
-Art.
-Life.
-Body.
-Mind.
-Soul.
Art
I really want to improve with my art. I think I may challenge myself to a 365 challenge...even though one day will be needed to catch up on the few days missed. I think I wanna do a song one! 8D It would be fun, I think. I really just want to find my style, and where I'm comfortable. I want to learn new things and experiment. I would really like to be in a position to where I can take commissions.
Life
I am really going to try and find happiness this year. That just means I need to be comfortable with where I am and that I've accepted it. I keep moving around because I can't find where I'm happy, or who I'm happy with. (This is NOT a jab at my past relationship, so please don't think that -- and please just let it be.) I want to learn how to let things go. I want to start over, cleansed and happy. I would love to start making a stand for what I believe in, and actually putting action to words. I did this fairly well last year, with going to a lot and donating to a lot of Dog Causes, but I want to expand that circle to all animals. (Recently watched Blackfish and it honest to God, broke my heart. I haven't cried so hard in forever.)
Body
Those who know me, know I'm not skinny at all. LAWL. That is no secret. I have lost a little weight in the past two yeas, but it's not where I want to be at all. So my goal for 2014 is to at least lose 50lbs and to be more healthy in my choices. I am trying to be okay with life, and trying to appreciate it as it is a gift. <3 So I want to get healthy! I'm going to take up dancing classes as well as getting a gym membership!
Mind
Again, those close to me know I suffer from depression. It isn't severe, but it does pop up sometimes. A lot of you guys don't know that earlier this year I was diagnosed with being borderline Bi-polar and I'm still trying to come to terms with that. That being said, I really want to get my mind where it needs to be. That means learning to cope with or maybe even overcome my depression. I know it's going to be a challenge, but it's hopefully one I can overcome!
Soul
I really, really want to find myself this year....if that's even possible? I would like to find a faith I want to follow, or even just be okay with the one I grew up under. I want to let a lot of things go. I want to let a lot of people go. I want to move past things and just generally be a better person than I have been. I would love for 2014 to be the year that I mend bridges and overcome a lot of fears. I would love to at least get closure on some things, and be the person to offer closure. I'm tired of having so much resentment and anger in my heart. It's not good for me, or the people around me.
That's about it for me, I guess. 8D
Your life goal is also good; you came really far this past year and it would be awesome to continue to watch you grow. Whether you live near me, with me, or away from me, I'll just be happy that you're doing what you think is best for you.
Body - you know I'm down for a gym session any minute of any day so if you're feeling motivated let me know, I'll never say no! I'll also try and help motivate you too.
I think we definitely are good motivators for each other, and since I should be working 5 days again -- my energy level should be better!
PS: I miss you. A lot. We need to talk more.
Joking aside, good luck to you on your goals :)