WHY IS DOSE IT FEEL LIKE THE WORLD ABSORBS AROUND ME JUST TO BEAT ME DOWN? I CANT DO A GOD DAMN THING! IM STUCK IN MY HOUSE ALL THE DAMN TIME WITH NOTHING TO DO CAUSE I HAVE NO CAR OR MONEY, EVEN IF I HAD MONEY IT WOULDN'T MATTER BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING TO DO AROUND MY HOUSE! THE BEST I CAN IS GO FOR A WALK, OR GO SWING ON A SWING, BUT ITS TO COLD OUTSIDE TO DO ANY OF THAT BECAUSE OF MY GOD DAMN ASTHMA! I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS BACK IN BATTLE GROUND! I HATE LIVING OUT HERE! I HATE BEING ALONE! I... :'( I want my friends again.