I want to change:
How I look at myself. I'm not skinny. But that shouldn't mean I can't like myself.
How others see me. I come off as a dick in real life because of anxiety. I want to change this.
My art. I want to improve, try new things, and draw more for others.
My Wardrobe. I want to look fabulous every single day. I want to go to thrift stores and find suspenders and vests and mini-skirts and greaser jackets and ties. I want to love what I look like.
My hair. I want to be Ramona Flowers. I want to be excited and exciting.

I want to be:
Better. Kinder, stronger, louder. I want to stand up for myself and others.
More Social here. I don't comment or reply as much as I want to.
Myself more often. I have to hide who I am a lot, and I want to change that. I want my Friends to call me Sid, I want to wear my binder more. I want to be me.

I want to do:
More travelling. I want to see the world eventually.
More pen-palling. I love sending things to people I just and so slow at getting to the post because of my hours
More art trades, and more art in general. I want to gift art to people who deserve it. I want to surprise people when they are having a bad day. I want to fill up so many sketchbooks and folders on my computer with art.
Less Spending. I get in over my head when I buy for others so I need to budget a little more.
More Smooching and butt touching. of everyone. all the smooches. all the booties.
A lot more anime watching so I can understand anything anyone says now adays.

I will no longer:
Let myself be angered by other's opinions even if I find them offensive.
Dwell on the past. People are gone, lives are different, things happen.
Avoid mirrors. I want to think I'm cute. I want to be called pretty, and to do that I can't just avoid looking in mirrors. I have to work for it.
Let people abuse my generosity. It happens so much and it makes me really sad so I am going to stop putting myself out as much.