📼 𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐌𝐒𝐅𝐎𝐗 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎𝐒 📼


I've always been a good writer. I used to make money at it under another screen name, but I stopped doing it cause..well I guess cause I wasn't ready. Its a funny thing, not ready to write. I think a lot of it had to do with being an English major. The works we read were so superior, and we were always tasked with "determining the correct meaning." which seemed counter intuitive to the point of the works existence. Also, I looked at the other students: the hipster wannabe starving artists who were more interested in being a writer than they were about writing.. and I asked myself "Do I really want to be like them?" And so I lost the drive. Well now I have no one questioning me, and I'm not trying to find the "right answer" to anything, and I am free to read what I want since I gave the major up one class from completing it.

I always had this saying I repeated to myself: "When all is lost, write." and so now that my family has fallen apart, my life has come crashing down, and on some days not even the Fandom can cheer me up or push me on anymore I have decided to listen to myself.

What I have up right now is not much. Hardly three paragraphs, and I give no promises of any big bazang coming soon, but its something. It feels good to have done -something-.