Last few days been stressed and mused been terrible. I did broke my knee but it's healing really good and able to move it more than some week ago though still going to keep off my left feet till the knee is fully healed. Also my bipolar cronic depression kind of gotten worse but I think I am feeling a little better.

I am in a relationship in real but I am concerned for it, I barely have much contact with my beloved but I can understand were states apart and text when able to and skype when able too (Connection can be crappy with my beloved). Though been together for over a year I believe, yea cause asked my beloved out on decemberish.

Also some of my best friends having relationship problem, one broke up and I know the two individuals very well. It hurts to see them having to be around each other when they in the same rp site. I hope that they get better. Also one recently got broken and it hurts me to see my close friends upset, I wish I can help but I know they are never alone, got friends and family.

I've been trying to get people to do commission for me but not working so well, I know I am not the greatest artist but I did some painting and I think I did pretty well even if I do need more practice. I think I am doing better, though notice my character Ezekiel lines are little shakey and proportion because of my shakey hands but I am probably going to draw him again and probably make it better. Also my muse been off and on, though I do get them done whenever I get the muse, which is like one to two hours, rarely more. Sometimes I can get an entire painting done in few hours but usually a week or two.

Also I want to try to get into raffles or people offering to do free drawing with their pick though I am not going to complain if I am not picked or not, not the end of the world for me but interesting to see others draw my character in their unique style. ^^

Sorry for the random rant.