i raised 107, and then was donated 315 from someone who wants to remain anon, I"M IN THE CLEAR!! the money should be in by friday but mom is paying whant she can today and then now doesnt have to do a pay day loan so we can eat. also shes kicking my bro out he gave us such a scare yesterday wanted us to pick him up at the bus depot cause he spent his money on a fling.. ( i found out when he got home) and his bus was delayed 30 hours which makes no sense..cuse that would mean he wouldnt be home till today when he got here yesterday so eh..anyhow she is giving him 30 days after his course is over to get out and im holding her to it, cant have thise added stress its heartbreaking seeing her this way. and she said this to me yesterday.......

~yesterday when i was taking out the garbage she stopped to stare at me, i looked up and she puckered up for a kiss and was like, i really appreciate all you do, i really do Im sorry if i dont say it as soften as I should but I do and Im sorry you see me so upset all the time and its not at you you are the only one i can talk to in this house, thank you~

she DOES love me she just is way stressed bout this mooch i call a brother -sigh- but i think things are going to get better. I'm still taking slots and commissions tho i'm more motivated than ever now! thanks to those who donated and bought art and are going to buy suits or did buy suits/pieces thanks thanks thanks!!!