my mom has pretty much grounded me for staying home today BECAUSE I WAS PUCKING SHAKING AND CRYING! like wtf! im sorry that my body decided to say fuck you?? like some how its my fault! so now im locked inside my house i cant leave and i cant even see my mate! theres no food in this damn house and my crazy fucking mother wont turn on heat so im freezing!

my mother has NEVER acted like she cared ever, she acted like a friend she was my best friend instead of my mother, ive had to take care of HER, now that we've moved in with her boyfriend she doesnt need me shes thrown me aside and follows her boytoy around like a god damn lost puppy, and shes trying to show shes an actual "mom" but instead is acting just how my father did and im a slave to her. im fucking done with this shit!

i cant wait to leave soon.


sorry for the vent i just had to.