Don't quite understand. Meh. Too busy on Steam and in real life nowadays to care anymore. Might try and get back onto Skype someday XD

[Hypothetically] Dunno where I'd go if I quit here. Don't think I'm good enough for Weasyl, though I do have a Lavender-based account there. Might show up on some MLP related things now and then. Otherwise just not important anymore.

I've come to discover that I don't really care to communicate via the internet as much as I liked to and almost depended on before. Years ago this sorta place gave me a lot of comfort but now I just feel like I'm talking to something inanimate. Sure I gain followers here and there but what's the point if I can get some real stimuli, especially being an introvert that has found ways to do that alone (innuendo perhaps?).

For chatting online, I think I've honestly gotten uncomfortable with people telling me they love with without having actually met me in the flesh. Having been doing some recent soul searching, I've come to discover that the thought of someone loving an image I make is fine, but not when they do it to me by telling me in real time via text on a screen. I mean, maybe I should get into role-playing these characters more when this comes up, and not act take it as these people really loving me as I've been assuming. On that note, maybe I'm misinterpreting the whole situation and people have been loving the characters all along without saying anything about the real me.

To be fairly honest, that makes me feel a whole helluva lot better if that were true. I'm proud to say I'm happily mated/spoken for/in love/owned/ in reality by a wonderful sonufabitch who I haven't gone a fifteen minute period without thinking about him for the past year and a half. If you're reading this: hope you saved some of those cookies for this weekend :3