To those who I've been talking to or interacted with recently and you've noticed some kind of sad, moody or even down right depressing.

I'm sorry.

Every now and then I feel like that, it's been happening a lot recently, probably due to my "little side" getting the better of me.

But the thing is, I usually just tend to ignore it and just leave them all bottled up and stuff. It just makes it better when I don't have to deal with those feelings when I have to be an adult and all that.

But some times, it just gets to the point where I can't take it anymore. And well. when that happens I can often get very moody or even down right depressed as said before.

I'm not sure why I feel like this, I know I don't have any kind of depression or bi-polar disorder. To be quite honest, it scares me when I'm like this because I'm usually all happy and junk.

And then to suddenly be all sad, depressed and on the brink of crying with those I love and have fun with scares the living daylights out of me.

And I honestly don't know what to do.

But I'm sorry to all those whom I've been and will be like that to with.

I really am sorry, I don't know what to do..