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-Trip europe 1 month

-Will try and rave my mind off

-Will listen to music non stop during trip

-Find meaning of crazy life


GOT TIME TO READ EDITION

So after many back and forth the tickets are baugth, the batery banks the tablet the backpack all is baugth to do what i see as my escape from everything and at the same time a pilgrimage of my mind.

For the last 26 years of my life i had one vocation

-Helping out and tryng to understand, pain, suvering,desperation, mind colapsing, joy, hapines, euphoria, extasy, life death.WHY DO I DO THIS?: We are ALL DEAD very soon and i want to help all discover the beuty in life itself and so i became a social worker and i have to willingly dig down down in the abys to understand what the heck is there and in there there is Horror and in contrast the most beuthefull feelings you can find EVERYTHING that we are and are not, everything that we want and hope to be and everything that is imposible even in the mind.

-For it my life have been to try to analyse thoose things via my mind whit a world that is beyond simple imagination

AND THEN RAVE MY MIND OFF IT AT FURRY CONS!!!!!!
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdeemDbS1Bg) Watch from 8:48 until the end ish, i am a bit into it aswel(In fursuit)

And thats what il do when il be down the eifeil toward is to listen to the same music i did when i danced last AC exept out of suit sadly as i would get arested.


THIS TRIP IS: A way to deal whit the absolute insanity of are life and to find meaning whit rave music and a city that have been calling me ever sins i visit it 7 years the city of love at the top and if you go down street level the city of the dead whit millions and millions of bones burried in the catacombs.

I love this city as it is a bit like me, like a raccoon, you think you get it and then you realise that it is more like a gemeny (like myself to) we are two in there and we coexist at the conection point and then are both what is best and worst in us.


YOU MIGHT THINK I AM INSANE IF YA READ THIS FAR : P : *Shrug* 98% of the time i am just plain (normal? If there is such a thing but a colegue of mine that survived rawda masacer told me in the eyes one day that ANY of us can flip*

I simply want to live more then what is expected =3

Who knows! Whit luck we might meet over there =)

TO THOOSE THAT READ IT ALL

-Thanks for the read =) Its nice to see that some are always curious to read into the details, you and i have that in common, we just want to know.

-Base on what i said i should try and go to more raves xD

-Thanks for you time =)

Zets