Okay so I have lineworks done for two of the requests and am trying to do something for myself too. I just want to evaporate I've done the plain almost 20 times I give up. I really don't know why I keep drawing in reality. My art never turns out how it should and the more I work at pieces the less I tend to like them. I really am regretting deciding to come back from having quit. Art can make me happy sometimes but 98% of the time I just regret drawing at all. Art is evil and for anybody not in it's grasp please don't subject yourself to this hell.