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12 years ago
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I dunno it's just......everything that happened recently..with here and....at home and...family and....just everything in general is, really starting to become very confusing to me. Lots of changes, new things happening, events, and such.
Nevermind the....moving to weasyl or staying on FA B.S, that's not the point of this journal. I might.....I might just leave.....the fandom in general. It's been, on the back of my mind ever since the whole drama thing started. I mean if I left, what kind of consequences would happen? Who would I leave behind? Who would I hurt if I did this? Would anyone miss me? Would anyone say "good riddance"?
Basically, if I left, would anyone, GIVE A SHIT?
I don't know why this is eating me up, but it is. I mean, pretty much, 80 percent of my friends currently, came from this site! This is my home! This is where, I can find my friends, streaming, gaming, whatever......and i could join them, be a part of their lives. Hell already, I might have one move in with me and be my roomate.....the fact that I'm not alone, that i can GO to someone for help, for guidance.....it's a wonderful feeling....that I never had in my life.
And now, with the drama going on that's affecting everyone....this is changing people I thought I knew.....that would leave FA, for some their....FIRST site they joined as part of a fur community....and boom....gone....away from existence. People I was so interested in seeing and meeting....gone.
I dunno, I may leave, I may not leave the fandom. I dunno.....if folks don't care or kick me off then....whatever....but I just want to say I have a second family, and so many friends....thanks to this site. I got a lot of thinking to do.....
Nevermind the....moving to weasyl or staying on FA B.S, that's not the point of this journal. I might.....I might just leave.....the fandom in general. It's been, on the back of my mind ever since the whole drama thing started. I mean if I left, what kind of consequences would happen? Who would I leave behind? Who would I hurt if I did this? Would anyone miss me? Would anyone say "good riddance"?
Basically, if I left, would anyone, GIVE A SHIT?
I don't know why this is eating me up, but it is. I mean, pretty much, 80 percent of my friends currently, came from this site! This is my home! This is where, I can find my friends, streaming, gaming, whatever......and i could join them, be a part of their lives. Hell already, I might have one move in with me and be my roomate.....the fact that I'm not alone, that i can GO to someone for help, for guidance.....it's a wonderful feeling....that I never had in my life.
And now, with the drama going on that's affecting everyone....this is changing people I thought I knew.....that would leave FA, for some their....FIRST site they joined as part of a fur community....and boom....gone....away from existence. People I was so interested in seeing and meeting....gone.
I dunno, I may leave, I may not leave the fandom. I dunno.....if folks don't care or kick me off then....whatever....but I just want to say I have a second family, and so many friends....thanks to this site. I got a lot of thinking to do.....
But..
You've made tons of friends over time! Many of em would miss ya!
Including me *nodnod*
I dunno where I'm trying to lead on to all of this, but I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't let yourself think your worthless in a storm of crap such as this, you matter to a lot of people, and well, we would definitely be sad without you and we'll miss ya a bunch and hope only the best for you. At the same time, don't let your faith in the fandom be bound by the confines of websites. I think your home is much, much larger than you think, in my opinion. This fandom is still a big fandom, website hub or not. We'll still be somewhere no matter what.