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Anyone feeling like utter shit? I am (NOT FA DRAMA RELATED)
12 years ago
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Man I dont know what to do anymore. A dear family friend died and her death totaled my soul.
I know its utter "BAWWWWWW" to say this in a FA journal but I really cant figure out myself out of this depression. It began on the holidays, and its only getting worse and worse.
I have no one I can turn to. Nice people like Sasuga and Nievelion are nice, but they have lives,hopes and dreams that they cant waste fixing up a sad mistake of a human being like me.
I hope that writing this journal will be enough of a discharge for me to calm down. Or even get yelled at so that I may snap out of this.
I know its utter "BAWWWWWW" to say this in a FA journal but I really cant figure out myself out of this depression. It began on the holidays, and its only getting worse and worse.
I have no one I can turn to. Nice people like Sasuga and Nievelion are nice, but they have lives,hopes and dreams that they cant waste fixing up a sad mistake of a human being like me.
I hope that writing this journal will be enough of a discharge for me to calm down. Or even get yelled at so that I may snap out of this.
I don't want to go back being depressed all the time, cause it sucks and let`s just leave it at that. Try to be happy instead, do the things the you love, play video games to keep your mind busy, try different thing, look for something, and simply let inner critic run wild and don't mind it.
don't really expect that by doing things once depression will go away, it takes practice, patient, open mind, readjusting your lifestyle and to top it all not giving a fuck.