The memorial service was beautiful and very nice. Im glad I went. It wasnt the "closure" I was looking for, but I'm not going to force it. It just doesnt feel real. It feels like a bad dream, or a really bad practical joke. I feel like any second, he's going to burst through the door, and yell "GOT CHA!". I feel like a piece of me is missing, like I feel hollow. It just doesnt feel right. He was so young, and we had so many plans together for our future.

This year, with the help of his friends and families, we will be putting on a fundraiser event for the Injured Soldiers and Dogs, to support our servicemen and women, and another fundraiser for Wolf Park, to preserve the wolves. Both organizations he cared deeply for, so this is something, this year, that is going to happen sometime in the summer. If you would like to donate your time, or anything in particular you would like to help with, please feel free to contact me, or Tim's mother, Pat Heiser.

Special thank you to  purple_huski1819 for driving me. That was very sweet of you hon.