as a few of you know I am content in being a pack beta although due to recent circumstances I will be standing in as alpha for an undecided amount of time
This does not bother me
I don't say it much since it's of little importance I am clearly a beta although Maeniel has and always will be an alpha he does not have an issue of me keeping my natural rank but now it's his time to step up and prove himself
Even if we are not officially an alpha we will take out temporary status with the foremost seriousness that is required for the current situation
I accept any stress it may entail I accept the responsibility that ensues
Those of you who are fellow pack members will see a side of me that only surfaces when needed
I pledge my service to the pack and all of it's member no matter what their rank
You may contact me with any issues and I will try to help if I can even if you only need someone to vent to
I tend to be aloof but now is not time for that
I am an odd person but extremely loyal and compassionate
Vith'ra Dev'hes'ada Tu'res'kra
although Maeniel has not revealed the meaning of that sentence
I understand it's his oath and it should not be taken lightly

Vith'ra is a form of pledge
Tu'res'kra means he will uphold it till the death if necessary
Dev'hes'ada he will not share the meaning of but I trust him enough not to pry

we've both made out pacts take it as you may
I will not say why I am in my position and it may not concern anyone outside of the pack
I just want to show my dedication