i dont know whats been wrong with me il usually fine but lately ive just been down..feeling horrible and just hating myself for any little thing i say, i feel like im bugging people with any little thing i do..and that im not wanted anywhere i hate this...i hate myself...i just want it to end...

i recently have been staying by my mates just to get away from my family its not that i dont love them or anything i just cant stand them any more between trying to finish high school on a good note and my parents pending divorce and money problems life has been horrible the only good thing is my friends and mate have been trying to keep me some what happy..i felt fine earlier but as soon as i get home i feel like shit and sick to my stomach...

i wish i had my own place to stay i cant wait till i move in with my grandma life will be easier i dunno about more plesent just easier...will be great if my mate can too but who knows...


dunno if ill go to school tomorrow...with how i feel and everything i dunno..i know i should...but i dont know if i can...

probably gunna end up crying at some point tonight..