Sometimes FA and other art blogs just bum me out :(
12 years ago
So often I find myself getting my nose rubbed in everything that I am __NOT__ doing... or not being successful with.
Sometimes seeing everyoneELSE's "most awesome" of artwork just makes me feel pathetic and is very demotivational......
Especially when I want to draw a subject, that everyone else is drawing.... and undoubtedly everyone else does a 'more cool' job than I can ever hope to.
It reminds me why I've deleted accounts in the past and tried to walk away from being on line with my art... but I promised myself and my friends I'd never do that again. -.-
Sometimes seeing everyoneELSE's "most awesome" of artwork just makes me feel pathetic and is very demotivational......
Especially when I want to draw a subject, that everyone else is drawing.... and undoubtedly everyone else does a 'more cool' job than I can ever hope to.
It reminds me why I've deleted accounts in the past and tried to walk away from being on line with my art... but I promised myself and my friends I'd never do that again. -.-
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~hugs~
<_< I see your self doubt, and raise you a bowl of Awesome with a side of [insert your favorite] food! ^_^
*hugs*
Thank you ... really also just not feeling like I'm in a vacuum here makes things a little happier.
I've never settled on for sure if I can breath fire or not .... the moment I can come up with a bilogical explanation for how that all works the question might be settled.
Thank you for the kind thoughts and saying hi.
Look at your art collection on your computer and pick out several pieces by other people executed with low talent or skill. Why did you keep them? Maybe for the concept? Maybe for sentimental reasons? Maybe because the style was cool even though the execution was off. Maybe because you just love the subject THAT much... These are all part of the statement of that piece of art.
Even if dozens of other people have made similar statements, your statement will have your style (which I rather like) and will include your idea/twist/tweak/passion/reference/wink/joke/part of you.
Skill and talent are so varied that they should be measured on a logarithmic scale.
And someone cursed with low skill and talent has a handicap in what statements they can make and how well.
But you're no where near such a low threshold. Even on a log scale.
Why bother? Because we like your statements. And you'll like making them if you can get past the self criticism that haunts most artists.
I realize we have something to add for 'uniquness' ...I suppose its reason enough.. in some respects... or at least should be. ... just feels like I cant 'produce' like "everyone else"
I appreciate your kind words and support.. I admit I sometimes need to feel like I'm not in a vacuum... *hugs*
For me, when emotion will not respond to logic, I find creative ways to lie to myself (temporarily). Denial is a powerful tool at times.
It's also handy to have friends who remind you of just how good your stuff really is.... and to keep you out of that vacuum you mentioned... *hugs*
As I guess, if you're anything like me, it's not the others criticizing your work quantity and quality, but mostly you yourself - comparing the very best of Twitter, FA, etc of all people to all of just one person, namely yourself. Can't win here.
I experienced this quite often myself - and I'm not even able to draw at all! But it hurts most on areas where I wish I would be able to do things, but then fail. Especially if others come along (Xan is one of those...), and single-handedly, in no time, as a byproduct just do something which is better than what you've been trying to do for a much longer time. I have this regularly, it's a depression trigger.
I don't have an answer here, not for myself at least. Does walking away work? How did it turn out for you?