now a days i'm admiting and facing a few facts, and my moods aren't much cheerful. at least i have music to inspire me , i took a break from drawing because i don't like what i do as many artists. the following draws i might do will involve violence and sensitive content i suppose. its not like facing the dark corner of your own past and psyche was the easiest thing to do. i will someday move on and will bloom like a flower again i suppose and even like myself , but its not for tomorrow i guess. i have faced a few things , i still feel like crying everytime i think about it and i know i am strong enough , someday i'll let go of the pain and will finally have taken a new step in the right way.