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Well needed rant
11 years ago
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Ok, I'm drawing really slow because...my friend complains all the time when I am drawing...like who says its ok for you to use my computer and then COMPLAINS all the time when I have to use it to draw work!? who does that!? We have gotten into so many arguments b/c of what I am drawing...its like thank you soo much for letting me use this but, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK, I just want to be left a lone to do what I need to do! I feel like I cant even come here to draw cuz they are like oh ur just here for my computer and not to see me...I just want to pull out my hair and throw things! I understand the computer is theirs and if they need the computer I cant be like nooo I'm using it; so I let them use it but I just sit there all like T_T I have drawings to do why would u pick now to do this!?
and then the stupid computer likes to forget it has the tablet driver and the tablet goes dead and I cant use it for a good hour or two when I do have alone time to draw. *sigh* So bc if this I tried to do a sketch at home thinking it wont look so bad, when I got to their house to see if anything is off...everything is off and I'm like noooo i cant even try at home cuz I'm tired of this. I hope today is better and I can put some things up tonight. I feel better now.
and then the stupid computer likes to forget it has the tablet driver and the tablet goes dead and I cant use it for a good hour or two when I do have alone time to draw. *sigh* So bc if this I tried to do a sketch at home thinking it wont look so bad, when I got to their house to see if anything is off...everything is off and I'm like noooo i cant even try at home cuz I'm tired of this. I hope today is better and I can put some things up tonight. I feel better now.
Mizers
~mizers
OP
ahhhh! nuu ill feel bad but not bad but bad xp
Mizers
~mizers
OP
omg i love ur icon btw
ginzburg
~ginzburg
aww that sounds crappy o.o but it's also a crappy situation and I can see both sides. It would suck if my friend only came over to use something of mine, even If I knew it was their job it would still slightly suck. but I would at least have enough respect for them to let them get their work done if I was going to allow them to work on my stuff. also I agree with kamenone you should try a fund raiser :P or ask for donations or something XD you deserve your own comp.
Mizers
~mizers
OP
yeah, I really do feel bad so its like I cant come over and work all the time b/c then they think all I want is their computer so its frustrating and hard to know what to do. And I am working on it for a reason and it is to get my own computer, but I think we have gotten to enough arguments where it can work out a little bit better now but yeah. I just feel odd asking for donations
ToraChan
~torachan
nothing kills arting better then fighting with someone.
Mizers
~mizers
OP
yeah, it is not a good motivator for sure
ToraChan
~torachan
hugs
bluesuedepuma
~bluesuedepuma
my GF does the same thing to me....
Mizers
~mizers
OP
XD omg, sometimes you just have to let things be
goldenavatar
~goldenavatar
A new computer fund raiser alone probably won't be enough. Have to consider you'll need an ISP service and possibly a printer/scanner/copier as well. To say nothing of the fact you will probably have to increase your workload to have funds to meet living expenses and be able to replace that new equipment as it gets old. That is, if you're not doing anything else for a living. Is there anything in particular you've been aiming for as a set up?
