Next time I have something that I want to say I will just keep it in until it becomes physically painful
because even saying it can be painful

if you were mad at me you could have told me to fuck off
you could have told me to stop
you could have told me off
but instead you choose to hide

Show something.... Get mad at me.... Do something other than hide......
it really doesn't do anything..... I know I've tried.....

I wont take what i said back
you need to react to me instead of hide
When i do something you don't like tell me to stop
if i find out you harmed yourself over this i harm myself
because you need to express things towards me instead of walking around it

Keeping things to yourself does nothing
"I want to hold you high and steal your pain away"
even if i have to do it one step at a time
if you harm yourself i will do it when you heal i heal
if i can't take it away i can at least share it

you may not want to hear what i have to say
a friend will sugar coat things
a true friend will tell you the truth
i do care about you and i want to know your reactions
to what i say but you internalize things which isn't good for you


when you see me you can kick me or punch me as long as you show something
hiding doesn't do anything because things tend to stack up i don't even know if you will read this but
it needs to be said anyway

I'd rather be hated for speaking the truth
than loved for telling lies