needed to get that journal off of there
17 years ago
anyway.. for somereason i was in a goodmood at work today
dunno how
dunno why
but i was
was okay... but after work i started to slump down again even though i was with
soluss
i feel like such a burden to all my friends, ive been down in this gutter for a long time now, and people are starting to get tired of it..
im sorry everyone, just bare with me.. im trying.
dunno how
dunno why
but i was
was okay... but after work i started to slump down again even though i was with
solussi feel like such a burden to all my friends, ive been down in this gutter for a long time now, and people are starting to get tired of it..
im sorry everyone, just bare with me.. im trying.
cheetahdude
~cheetahdude
meh we all have shatty days like that i've had a couple like those but i usually end up just making fun of a friend or somethin and i'd be all happy again
Dusty-Waber
~dusty-waber
OP
been trying to deal with this for 3 months now =/
cheetahdude
~cheetahdude
no worries something will come along and you'll be back on the fun track :)
Dusty-Waber
~dusty-waber
OP
i can do fine without love, i hope
malwulf
~malwulf
I pesonally think you're making great progress...and u shopuld be proud...it takes time...and it doesnt happen on a schedule thats convenient...so its okay...we're bearing with you
Dusty-Waber
~dusty-waber
OP
your lucky you dont read my LJ >.>;;
malwulf
~malwulf
lol...I havent been online enough lately...final exams...but I know what theyll say...its hard to feel what you feel, and Ive felt it...for someone else, somewhere else, and because I know what its like, I understand perfectly...it just took time...and eventually, someone coming along and making me feel that way again It will happen...trust me...you're much too cute and funny to be alone forever...it will happen when it happens, just be ready to let it
Dusty-Waber
~dusty-waber
OP
i want to wait.. im not ready to move on, i wanna wait for him =/
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